Introduction

We all have people we hate and love. Sometimes we might feel jealous, annoyed, angry, sad. It happen to all of us.

**Online friends app

Marine sea (Maria's user name**)

***You can say that I'm an average teenager just at the starting point of puberty. Sometimes I feel like I'm the best but because of my bad habit of comparing myself to others it made me feel like I'm nothing but dust.

Even though I have many friends I am never comfortable talking about my secrets or myself to them. I know its weird but me and my friends are not close enough to share secrets. We talk on decided topics only no more than that. Sometimes I feel like we're close like sisters but sometimes I feel like we're so far apart. That how my friendship is.

People ask what my friends are to me. I've got only one answer that is-someone I'm scared to become close to.

I'm scared of becoming close to anyone so, I act like I'm cool and a lone wolf. I envy my classmates who have friends they're comfortable enough to share their secrets.

You know the feeling of having friends messaging you on you're birthdays and asking you if you're fine when you're sick, well I don't have that. Me and my friends are not like that. We talk on the phone or message each other only about some school work and celebrities.

Not a single word about ourselves.

I was not always like that. I had a comfortable feeling playing with my friends too. I was younger, simple, innocent and mischievous like any other kid. This is the journey of my friendship, sisterhood and my whole youth.

If you're interested to be my friend please reply to my post.

{the bold italic lines are Maria's post on the online friends app***}

She said, "Should I really post this?" looking at her phone's screen.

She nervously click the post button and gave sigh of relief. "Now I can make true friends" she said with all the hopes she had in the app.

" I should sleep now or in be late for school tomorrow "quote Maria.

Maria is a girl with a low self-esteem but a girl who has a lot of confidence in her school work. She's a capable leader and a good listener. She tends to mix up real world and her world. She is popular with the teachers and her classmates but thinks she has no friends.

The next day.......

It was a bright and a sunny morning Maria went to school early as usual. The school gates were still close and she's in school.

As usual she took the teachers' entry. "I guess no one is here yet" she said looking straight ahead. "Well I might as well sleep and think of new horror stories to tell my friends" she said while walking towards the gallery near the playground. In the big grass field she laid down and starts day dreaming. Lost in her fantasy she sees no one even when the school bell rung.

to be continued........

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