Rejection.

Have u ever felt like u have broken up with someone?

But then u realize u both were just never really in a relationship,

It's been 5 days since he rejected me,

But still I can't seem to move on,

It has actually never been like this before,

Never took me that long to find someone else and go about my day,

But this time It's different,

I don't know why but it just is,

Is he really that nice to everyone?

If that's true then the gods would have carved his heart out themselves,

But for the first time I want my delusions to be true,

And want that kindness to only be for me,

But that will always remain a dream or delusion is the word u might prefer to use,

Because I got rejected,

...Let me vent...

Hear me out

I hate u

I hate u so much,

How can you do this to me?

U rejected me after frikin' calling me cute,

Then after rejecting me,

U call me Querida,

U know since how long,

I have exactly yearned to hear that word?

But not after u rejecting me,

U know how hard I tried not to cry?

But I ended up exactly doing that I don't know why?

In reality I thought I didn't even like u that much,

but why does it hurt after you rejected me so much?

How can u do this to me?

How?

I may go flirting around but at the end of the day,

U were the only one I was serious about,

It hurts,

I don't know why but it just still does,

I have tried so hard to move on but I just can't seem to,

Do not be so kind to me.

Do not make it anymore difficult then it has to be.

"Querida" It was what u called me,

After saying that u didn't want me.

Did u gave me false hopes,

Just to break my heart at the very end?

Like only the god knows how sure i was that we will date,

When i was going around calling u my future boyfriend.

I hate u,

I just hate u so much,

It's not your fault i know,

but still i hate u so much.

If only I was from your country,

would you have accepted me?

I still smile all the time when we text each other,

Like a fool,

Even if we are just only friends.

I know it's pathetic of me writing this here,

But i am just dumping what i wasn't able to take out of my mind.

And i hope u don't find it, my love,

and even if u do,

Do not take this to your heart.

And the one thing i am sure about is,

U would never find someone who loves like me.

Just remember,

U lost a diamond,

U lost me.

...(I am sorry)...

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