He sighed clearly disappointed and he removed his face mask and said
"Its me Mat, your seatmate?! "
Im surprised and i said
" Oh its you , why are you here , are you here?"
He smiled and replied no i came with my father and mother
Turns out his father have some duty in this event i dont know what but his father is a former bodyguard of the mayor apparently.
Well we greet each other and his mother calls him and he have a brother, well he says goodbye and i just knodded and after he left
I blushed i dont know i just find him cool and cute in his outfit at the same time well i put on a poker face cause im in a public place.
Just remembering his smile is givinng me butterfly in my stomach
"What wrong with me it cant be a man gave me butterfly and maked me blush "
That cant be because im not gay!
And we arent even friends or are we?
How can i feel attracted to a man and whats worse its my classmate and my seatmate
Well im there thinking about it and thinking until the event is done and we finally head home im in a dazed and i cant sleep at night thinking what is happening to me..
Well i didn't notice that ive fallen asleep.....
The next day i was woken up by the noise of my siblings getting ready for school
Well yesterday was unexpected
Well today im nervous to go to school
I really dont have the strength to go and i want to sleep more but for the sake of perfect attendance i went to school today and walk in a hot weather i was sweating so much when i reach the school i reach at the time of 11:25
Well i saw Mat but i just went past by him i dont want to see him also i have chores in school its to clean the hallway its really tiring cuz i have to clean the hallway with Mat were in the same cleaning group some are grouped into 3 and have designated areas to clean and im grouped with Mat and romyel
Well its my duty so i just have to act normal and clean it then go to my seat but the problem is were seatmate i just cant seem to escape him i really wanted to stay away from him but i just cant i have to talk to him to not make it obvious that im ignoring him but that drains my energy fast,
But thank god iam an ambivert i have extra energy reserved hah im joking,
Well anyway back to the topic i really am having a hard time pretending.
Well he's kind and great but i just dont want to be closer to him.
Well i often just stay quiet or hang out with somebody just to limit or lessen the time have to spend with him
Well that's all i c
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