The past

My name is Sara. I'm 16 years old. I'm an high school student. I'm a big fan of my idol, Claude. He is an actor. I recently watched his debut film and was very enjoyed it.

Actually, he is not only my idol but also my senior. I fell in love at first sight. When I was 13 years old, I first joined his school. At that time, he was a final year student and was very popular in school. He studied very well and was always a top student. I secretly admired him. After he left school, he went to a well known college.

Due to his interest in acting, he managed to go to auditions and also managed his studies. After getting a chance in a movie, he dropped out his college. In his debut film, he was just a second lead. Even though, he acted very well that he got an award for debut actor. I was very happy that someone has recognized his talent. But that happiness didn't last long. It's been six months and till now there is no news of his new film.

This morning I had a nightmare. That dream was about my idol and me. He was walking towards me with a bouquet and was about to propose to me. But suddenly some people grabbed my hands and was kidnapping me. I shouted for him. He was running towards me but suddenly he was hit by a car and was dead. Those people slapped me and stabbed me with a knife. I'm lying next to my idol and he was lifeless.

That nightmare was very nasty. I cried for a while and then got up and dressed. I greeted my family and went to my school. My school is very well known. So, my classmates are mostly rich kids. I'm from a normal middle class family. So, I usually faced bullying from them. But today I felt something big is going to happen.

The weather was nice till lunch hour. I got a call from Ralia, main one of those bullying girls. So, I went to rooftop. There she was waiting for me. She demanded for money and I gave all my money. Then she hit me and asked for more money. I said to that I don't have money. She gave me a deadline of evening to come back with money.

"What will I do to escape this situation?" - I thought to myself.

" Hey, Sara. Did you know about the news?"- said Sophia. Sophia is my only friend in school.

"No. What is it about?"

" So you didn't know. It is about that movie star, Claude."

" Wh- what is it? what's the news?"

" Oh, he suicided today morning. He was found dead in his home by taking sleeping pills. Officers said that the reason was depression."

My whole world stopped. I got blank .

" How can he? No, this can't be true. Sophia must be joking. Does this make sense?"- these thoughts surrounded me. Sadness covered me. Slowly, tears fell down. I got up from my place and started running in hallway. Suddenly I bumped into someone and fell down. It was Ralia. She dragged me to the rooftop and demanded for money. I'm heratbroken and also upset. She started to beat me. I became furious and pushed her. I didn't notice but I was at the edge of rooftop. She became angry and pushed me very hard that I fell down from the rooftop.

I looked at myself. There was so much blood and so much pain. It feels like my head is cracking and all my organs are taken out from my body. I'm in so much pain that I can't even describe. I feel sleepy . I just want to sleep and wake up from this nightmare.

" Mom, Dad and Lily. I'm sorry for leaving you. I wish it is just a nightmare. Claude, I just wanna say that - I love you. And I've always loved you and will always do." - I thought of these thoughts and fell asleep.

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