i wish i was dead

It's hard to breathe every single day

I wish my life was a drama

I hate people.

I hate my stepmom

I hate my every single person

I hate my life

I hate my friends

When i was 13,Life was so fun

When i turned 16, everything took a turn

Nobody is in my side

There is the only thing called study i do

No hobbies no nothing

My step mom beat me so hard that now i cannot taste nor smell anything. It's so depressing

The time my dad married a women

called lita.Dad thought she can take care off me so well that i think of sui**de now.

Then dad died due to a car accident but i didn't cry that day i was happy. He took my precious mother away and now i will cry for him. HAHAHAHA never in my dreams

After mom died, dad was quite happy with it.When he was married with mom ,He had another women with him.

In my eye, DAD IS A MURDERER.He killed mom but he said mom had a heart disease.But he lied.

When dad died my step mom cried a lot and ate nothing for 2 days

I feel like i have no one to talk or to be with

There is also a time i lost a lots of friends

It was quite depressing but ok

People will come and go not a big thing

I am locked in my room bcz of my step mom. She never lets me go out. I wish i could kill her.

There are problems i can't solve

Problems are coming and going

...Then life took a turn when mom married another man named Itsuki...

...His step son's name is Ren...

...Ren was 2 years older then me...

...He love games...

...I don't want to talk about him...

...i hate each of them...

Anyways we are moving to their house tomorrow

I finished packing today

The bag is very heavy

I really don't want to leave this house.I have so much memories of me and my real mom. I want to cry

We have cleared the entire house and all our furnitures are going in their house.

Idk how am i supposed to get closed to Itsuki.

It will be a stress for me to be there

...*Mom entered into the room*...

Mom: Listen!Behave well when you enter and be nice to their son Ren.He is a nice guy.Get well with him soon.And if you stay there with your ugly depressed face then i will slap infront of them

Airi: Hm

...*Airi went to the rooftop*...

As this is the last day in this house i want to look around this house bcz i love this house so bad

...*Airi sitting on the rooftop*...

...*Mother calls*...

Mom:AIRI!!!!! AIRI ARE YOU DEAF OR WHAT??? WHERE ARE YOU??

...*mom went to the rooftop*...

Mom:Airrriiii!! What are you doing???!!! i told you to select the cloth you are going to wear in their house

Airi:

Airi:Mom...

Mom:What mom? Why are you crying all the time?Ughhh so annoying.

Airi : It's nothing