ep 2

Dr jaswal : ah just water

ansu : ma'am water

Dr jaswal: thank you so tell me what are you thinking

suan: you really want to know ma'am

Dr jaswal: yes offcourse you can tell me

suan : actually I'm about when will my life will be end when I'll be free from here because I'm tired of this pain and struggling

Dr jaswal: with shocked expression (what? they are looking fit and fine with relaxed expression how can they talk like that how can this girl said this big and stressed words with peaceful expression it's not right something is wrong her eyes looks they are crying how can you say it huh exactly what happened with you two without violence and aggression, panic how can someone say this)

suan :ma'am Dr jaswal Dr jaswal

Dr jaswal: huh yeah what

suan ma'am your phone is ringing

Dr jaswal: oh excuse me (she ended the call)

suan : what happened ma'am why are you seems so lost now what are you thinking

Dr jaswal nothing I'm not thinking anything

suan ma'am you want to eat something

Dr jaswal ah no I'm good thank you

suan: hmm

Dr jaswal: ahh actually i want to ask you a question

suan: go ahead

Dr jaswal: if you hate anybody or anything then why you care about what I'm feeling or i need to eat something or drink something

suan : actually it's my nature i don't hate anybody or anything i just don't want to live here i just want everyone to live a peaceful life as much as I want for myself

Dr jaswal: hmm with hesitation if you care about others then why don't you care about your life

suan :who told you that I don't care about my life if i don't care then why I'm still keep learning and tried my best to get free and independent person

Dr jaswal:then why are you giving up now like is so beautiful there's a lot of reasons to live

suan : i don't know where is that beautiful life which i can live because in this hell i can even saw a beautiful life, you know what I'm still struggling for one moment of peaceful life but I'm tired now because i know that it doesn't matter how much I try to be free from here to live life breathe a peaceful breath I'm dying to live so what should I do if i can't have it no matter whatever I do even that God can't help me and now I have no hope in God , because i know that no one let me free only death can free me from this hell life

I'm not trying to kill myself I'm just waiting for that great time when I'll be free from here from this world from everything whenever I think this I feel relaxed no one can stop me from die this freedom is permanent it is my own freedom time people God no one can steal my ture freedom

Dr jaswal (get shocked again; what is this God why death is hope for these girls why are they so relaxed or peaceful when they talk about death why death is their freedom exectly happened with these girls i have to find out everything )

suan : ma'am you lost again you are keep thinking deeply are you okay

Dr jaswal: yeah yeah no no its not like that actually our first session is end now i have to go nice to meet you both

saun : nice to meet you too ma'am

ansu: okay bye see you tomorrow

Dr jaswal: hmmm

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