It's a pleasure for me!!

Today is asusual , I came from my work and now I'm sitting in balcony it seems indifferent for not having anyone with me.

Today just an 12 hours ago I felt like a part of me had left . It's not 'like' it is.

And after a long time even though I have my best friends who loves me the most my family are there.

But still I feel lonely is it because I loved his so much? Yes I loved madly but I doesn't even tried to express it. I'm afraid of loosing the whole thing if I say it.

Does he think of the same way? I don't know! But he is the first and last person I love forever and ever.

And nothing can replace him in my heart.

The days we spent together the first boy bestie I shared everything with is him.

I couldn't stop thinking about him all the day. The streets we drived and walked and the moments we spent are still moving infront of my eyes.

It's so depth in my heart I felt the real love when I met him.

My chest hurts for real every time I think that I can't see him again and we can't spent and hangout together asusal we do.

I really miss him!! come back will you?? I know it's selfish to wish but I really need you.please come back . I beg you.

I feel the pain like in hell. I had without you there is nothing left in me. Yes , it's pleasure meeting you my love. I m grateful to have met you. I thought to forget you but I couldn't do it.

Let it be ! I will try my best to not to think of you .

And forget you. The memories with you are so precious to me.

You're laugh remains me when ever I'm upset. But now I'm upset for remembering that you're no longer beside me.

That funny things we did and teased eachother are really beautiful to remember.

You're caring nature and being cool in every situation is amazing. I thought to keep you forever in my side and pamper you like a little baby. It can't be happened?

I cherish every moment of us. I want to call you my lil baby and show my love. I want to love you so much to end of the space. Just like nobody loved you that much in this world.

Hah! Why is it getting painful? It is over? Before it get started! I m feeling like I lost my entire world and light within me.

I've never seen anybody like you. I just want to treat you like a prince in a kingdom. ofcourse it's..... Impossible for me to forget you..

I think it's better stop here . If it goes like this it never ends. It should end here!!

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