Wasn’t I Always A Ten?
Deciding it was time for my daily dose of Ramen, I rolled down from my couch and stumbled.
“Ugh!” I groaned as I struggled to get up.
I looked in the mirror and started to play with my many layers of ‘flab’:
In a way, it was satisfying. However, the more I jiggled it, the more disgusted and insecure I got.
“Alright, that’s enough of that...” I said to myself. I gradually made my way towards my fridge. opening it, I shrieked. I was horrified- Petrified!
“H-how could this happen?! I-I clearly bought a box of Ramen last week!” I continued, “ I-Is it really finished?”
I screamed in frustration. Each step I made was like an earthquake.
I opened the door and squinted. I was out of that cramped box for once. It felt like a decade since I’ve been outside. I wasn’t used to the light. I was more used to the dark- hiding under the covers, induldged in eating to my content and binge-watching anime and manga. Whilst this is all true, it did indeed feel refreshing as to step out of that cage for once: different varieties of those warm-blooded creatures -birds-sang cheerfully in unison; the wind whistled and softly blew on me as a mother would on her child’s wound; the sun, whom hung high up- towering in the blue ombré sky, sat there smiling down apon me.
I started to think of myself more:
To be honest, I am not perfect. I admit. However, I wouldn’t really describe or consider myself as fat either.
“Thief!” A woman shouted.
I turned around.
She shouted again, “Thief!”
Suddenly, she turned to me. As she grasped my arm tightly and squeezed, she cried, “ Help me! I-I beg of you.” Her voiced was raspy and cracked from screaming. I could see the pain in her eyes. My poor conscience couldn’t help but kick in. Was this my chance to become a hero, a savior? I chased him- the thief. I ran. I ran as the wind slapped against my Rosie-round cheeks. I ran as fast as my short, chubby legs could. Alas, I fell. This couldn’t be more embarrassing. My blood came rushing boiling-hot into the top of my head. I was so flustered and humiliated- I felt as if thousands of judging eyes were glaring at me and my big stretch-marks. I wanted to crawl in a hole and to never step out of it! I wanted to die!
But in the end, even god wouldn’t let me do that, would he?
Or would he rather leave me alone and watch me as I get crushed with shame by humiliation and disgrace.
I woke up to a bright blinding light, staring at a blurry ceiling. A deep yet masculine and seductive voice said,
“Are you okay?”
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Kyaaaaa! That’s it for the first episode! Fingers crossed that you liked it!🤞
I look forward to any comments wether it be on improvement- what I can do better, or just if it’s a good plot or beginning.
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Comments
Latina
crazy update pls
2020-06-23
3
Latina
I hope there would be in comic also
2020-06-23
3
Saeng.guuu
🤞🤞 crazy update crazy update.
2020-06-23
2