As I entered in my room my mother angrily shot on me. if I don't know when to return in my room you don't have any work except go to terrace. why are you not studying you know you are average student in study. why you never studied hard like your sister and other cousins who always get first position in their school in each classes and other side you how only know how to sleep,eat , and play or causing trouble. when you understand me. I can't control any more and brust on them if they ever understand me or even cared how I feel when ever they compared me with other I also have my own life, every one is different from each other then why they always compared me with other and also I am only gi to the rooftop, I didn't went out from the house then why are you angry when I am in my own house.
and at that time my mother slap me really hard which makes my cheeks Red. and shot at me again by saying that did I know how difecult for her to pay school fees for you and still you shamelessly just thinking about your self now eat your food then go to your room and study. I replied I don't want to eat anything she said angrily if you don't eat your food then ready for locked in your room. I silently eat my food because I don't want to get more beating or locked in room
after eating my food I go to room for study after few minutes my father come to my room sit beside me and tell me why I always make my mother angry when I know how much she worried about me related to my studies. I don't say any words because I knew my father also have the same thought as my mother. they both thinks that studies is only important things in life except this their is nothing which is more important.
they want me study whole day and night. but I am not that much intelligent or I love to study. I am just average student in my school who has no true friends in school.
I really never have any one who understands me or listen all my nonsense talk about my school but this never happened because you never have free time for me I always live alone in my room. you never spend time with me like other children's parents spend their time with them. but still I know that you care about me . and I also know my sister also love me but you guys never talk to me sweetly or ask me about how was my day, you never prase me . you always compared me with other, and only point out my mistakes you never even celebrate my birthday you always forget my birthday. you always scold me if do something which makes happy, you guys always tell me to stop doing those things which makes me happy because it can be in my studies way and it's can be distracted me from my studies. But how much I changed more my self I already left so many things if I left this thing which makes me feel happy then what will I do. but this all things which I saying I can only say it's in my mind because I am not that much brave to say you this thing father. I am continuously crying where my father only saying the things related about my studies.and also what I expected from him. but the last line of him which makes me Wants to change my self is when he says do you think your grandpa will be happy after seeing you from the Haven
that you're not studying you only becoming bad girl which things he hate the most. do you wants that he will hate you. No I never wants this that's why I started to study while crying and last I go to sleep and pray to the family that my grandpa never hate me because I only love him more and may tomorrow my school day will be good and please stay andi away from me because he always make
my heart beat fast I didn't know why and also because of him every one tease me and make fun of me by saying that we are couples so please God stay away that frog away from me. good night god.
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