1:00 Tuesday 20 June 2023

hello !!

my name is moon mili

I'm present here to express my feelings I don't know what am I doing and why am I writing this. I just want to express my feelings thru writing. whenever I'm frustrated, sad or angry I write. writing is the way to relax myself .

actually no one know that I like to write or read novels.

now it's 1 AM and here I'm writing some shit And I also don't know what it is. I only know that I'm lonely sad and again lonely.

I have very big family the father mother two elder sister one younger brother one younger sister and lastly my step mother And in this very big family I'm the middle child and youngest daughter of my mother but still i don't feel loved in this house or you called it home. the feeling of being Loved is very unknown to me. why I'm the only one who is always being unloved why I'm the last in everyone list why no one love me. am I the problem do I not deserve love . I don't know what am I doing with my life .I don't want to beg someone for love or for there attention but I do want to feel being loved by someone and yes I do have a boyfriend but I don't know if he truly love me . sometimes yes I do feel he love me but sometimes it's feel like he doesn't even care.

I think I'm being overly emotional and over dramatic but that just who am I so let's just forget what I just said and let's just go thru my story my life .

Nahhh wait first let me introduce myself lil bit more deeply

so you already know my name moon mili and also how many family members I have so let me continue my introduction I just completed my BA and waiting for the result I have a boyfriend name ************ I don't want to tell his name so sorry for that . age 21. born in 27 may 2002. I'm fat not really a beauty nor a smart person so I don't think many people like me. desperately need attention yeah very funny right I also think so. had many friends but can't openly express my feelings with them . no one know the real me literally no one I suck I sucks at everything I'm not good at study nor in any other curricular activities. I love to dance but I'm not good at it. I luv to draw but I'm not good at it. I love to read and write but I'm not good at this also. You know what I want to become in future a researcher an archaeologist I want to write what I discover but it's impossible why because I'm an a idiot . It's very funny you know how I can't even spell some word I have to go Google for to write the current word it's embarrassing right I'm dreaming soo big and yet I can't even spell a word correctly ahhhh I also want to laugh at myself how I'm this idiot.

so this is me not so beautiful not so smart just me and this is a story about I me and myself

excited.......not really right it's ok I'm also not really excited about my life it's suck noooooo it's not just suck its very very very very very suck actually. uffff being me is very hurt

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