true love

That was it. Her relationship with him began exactly on that day. I can still remember how she explain every situation to me with her twinkling eyes straight at mines.She has bravely went to him and handed over the keytag and ranaway.After that everything went well. They were happy. They spent most of times together and I spent most of times thirdwheeling and listening to every story of hers.

"Lily, It was a wonderful evening. He hugged and kissed my forehead when we were at the staircase. Oh! I really love him. You know what when we get married I will name our daughter Shenu." said Sasha .

I was nodding without even thinking. What am I feeling? Am I jealous of him? Am I Bi? Do I love Sasha? I was questioning my self. We were close friends and I have always been jealous of Oshi since she has been closed to Sasha than me. After he came along I couldn't think of anything. Should I be jealous or happy for her?

At school bus she leaned her head to my shoulder and slept. At that moment I felt I should protect her. But I was not sure about my feelings. But I was sure about one thing that's no matter what I do like boys.

Ricky was the boy at my class. He was my best friend at time. Just after he broke up, he asked me out. I never had a boyfriend before I couldn't resist him,. He was handsome as hell and had the bluest eyes which can look through in my heart.

Of course, I said yes, but it was the worst decision of my life. Before I said yes to him, I told him about my first crush Blake. He was handsome, tall prefect at our school. I met him at my private classes, but I only took glance at him.

"Should I say yes to Ricky? Or should I ask out Blake?" I asked Sasha.

"Lily, when do you feel more jealous ? Is it when Blake speaks to other girls or Ricky speaks to other girls?"

"When Ricky…

" So he is the one you like". Said Sasha before I finished.

But actually It was her. When she speak to other girls and guys I felt little jealous.

So I had a boyfriend. We were good, and it was fun to have someone to talk than listening all the time. I felt that I was slowly changing. Gradually both of us got busy with our boys and only talk about them when we met.

Fortunately my relationship ended in three monthss.I should say that we were toxic till the end. But I felt so lonely and immediately got a new one. Yes I became one of kind brat that doesn't think about love seriously until I found my today partner. My second relationship was with someone out of town. Major thing was I didn't like it when he touches me.

So that means...

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