night with words

A five years old girl walking to her parents who are lovely and deeply in love with each other laughter surrounding the walls of the mansion. I used to be like that with my parents until they start to hit me with fact l wasn't worthy enough till now to be happy l should be more perfect, more elegant, more like world's most beautiful women, as well as more like the world's most handsome and perfect man, l should try my best, out of my limit to be them, my mother will was that her life should be perfect and l was unfortunately included in her elegant and luxury life. i was thinking of that fact when we reached home l got out of my car, so we're my parents we all walked in the house, the place farthest from the world in these walls whatever happens buries itself here, just like me l buried my real self deep down here that l can't find it anymore no matter how much l try. It was that year when l was 5 years there was a shoot out at our house by father's opponent, we were cooking something my mother was chopping with my father while he held her between his arms l was laughing, sitting beside them on kitchen rack the bullet somehow hit the gas leading to gas leakage which blasted and caused great fire we were injured, but only father was okay as he went up due to work call. My father as soon he came down ran to mother, who was already running away from her injured five years old daughter in difficulty to manage to gain consequence, father took her out it was little hurtful for me but innocent me, tried to explain it to myself in that condition but l broke down and shattered when he turned behind saw me and made a farewell face that was so transparent even for a five-year-old to understand it said "l am sorry child, if you die l will be sad but if your mother die l will die too." l closed my eyes.

I got up to my room and changed, as soon as l was ready to sleep my father came in. I kept my eyes closed he kissed my forehead and said "good night honey, try a little harder tomorrow" he left l slept because this was our daily routine there wasn't a single night in life's history without this statement before l sleep, this sentence is all l have ever heard before sleeping, when he went out on business trips or wasn't available he would use Alexa and l don't know how but his timing is always right. Just his choice isn't.

l waked up had my breakfast in my room headed down to hell yes my parents lived in underground floor. I sighed and dialed UG3 on elevator it leaded me to the floor hated by me the most to the extent my breathing rate messes up whenever l am here. Today was my day to be presented in front of my mother with my teachers of all sort of activities, subject and with my teachers review which helped mother to know how close or far l was from being her and her husband's perfectly perfect daughter. The elevator door opened l fixed my clothes before knocking the door behind which laid the result of my all years effort

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