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MY FIRST LOVE" Written by: Yuna (Episode 4) 2 hours later, I replied to him. I said, I'm sorry but I can't yet. I have an strict parents and I promised them that I won't have a b-bf first. . And he understood that. He said, he's ready to wait until it's possible. But because I also want to experience having a bf, I answered him. I said yes with him. And he said, are you sure? So let's go. And I just laughed. We were really happy during those days because finally, we were. But I still can't get rid of my guilt because I had a relationship without even permission from my parents. But they said to myself, they won't know because we are in LDR. So I decided to make our relationship secret. I promised myself that I won't take him seriously but as time goes by, I love him more and more. I can't seem to keep the promise I told myself that I won't take him seriously because I can't handle being without him anymore. We're almost 1 month old. But since we became one, many things have changed. He has been online for a long time and then when he is online, he goes out very quickly. It's like he doesn't want to talk to me anymore. 

MY FIRST LOVE" Written by: Yuna (Episode 5) One day, I caught up with him online. I asked him if something happened. Why does it seem like something is different? Is there something else? And he immediately replied. He said that no one else. He just got busy so he didn't go online often. I said, got busy? You're always open on ml ah. Is that what's busy? And he didn't pay attention to it. Before he went out, he said to He just turned on our montharry again which made me angry. I wanted to say and ask him a lot more but he is already out. November 3, 2022, our 1st montharry. He has fulfilled his promise to do o - he's on. On chat: Kevin: happy monthsarry love! I love you so much. Zafie: happy monthsarry love too! Why are you only now? Kevin: I've been busy, besides, I kept my promise to I'm going to turn on now. Zafie: yeah, you did it. But does that mean, after this day when you want to turn on again, you'll only turn on then? Is there a problem Kevin? He couldn't answer it again because he suddenly went out again. It's like he's avoiding my questions. Our RS is so messed up.

MY FIRST LOVE" Written by: Yuna (Episode 6) Many days have passed, but nothing has changed. He is still the same. He was last online when we were together for 1 month. After that, there was no sign of him. Many things come to my mind. which is not good. I'm thinking that maybe he's just playing with me. Of course we're in an LDR, it's not far for him to do that. But even though that's what I'm thinking, I still waited for him to come back and when he comes back, I'll ask him if One day, he went online. I didn't ask the things I wanted to ask him anymore because he has reasons why he is here now. There was nothing I could do but believe. For when I came to him I felt stupid. I never thought that I would be stupid just because of a man I have never met. We are almost 2 months old. I can't take what is happening to me anymore. Even if it hurts, I have made a decision I'm about to break up with him the very month we say goodbye.

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