Regret

He can't be mine because when I left him broken she was right there with him, she doesn't let him fall down, and I broke him into millions of pieces again and again without knowing. He always makes me smile, but I didn't repay the smiles he gives me instead I faded his smile away and hurt him, open his old scares and wounded it. Then, where's my right to make him mine, I cried like a stupid thinking that he betrayed me, he hides the truth from me but at the last it was me who slash him again and again at same spot (in his heart) with my words and actions. But she was there to heal him overcome form pain and support him and not to letting him sink in dark. And I was hoping him to came back to me after doing all this to him, what a jerk l am.

I should let him go, let him do whatever he wants, let choose whoever he wants. He gives me many more beautiful memories that I can't forget, and instead I only give him pain and tears. When did I go wrong I don't know, but now I can clearly see my fault. He was a joyful person and I changed him. I ruin his life, I am not even worth to be his friend, and I am thinking about being his lover, what a fool I am. I was at my fault, but he was also wrong, now I don't want to judge him, at end of the day I only want his happiness which I can't give him, the smile he had at once that only she can give him again, and I don't want to fade his smile this time (the only precious thing I want to protect forever it's his innocent smile). The love and care that he needs, only she can give. Only thing now I can do it watch him form far away and admire him.

My life is going on like a rollercoaster...

Nothing happened. I do my daily routine and go to school that I am a teacher, I used to teach mathematics... and, and my student really hate this subject I don't know why... I mean it's an interesting subject... if you understand it. Anyway I want to forget about my past lover and move on, but it is seemed so hard for me. yeah! it's okay, it will take time still hurts...

Okay... so my name is Nobomi, and I am teacher in High's school. This is my story, and it has romance, regret, action, drama and some melodrama...

it's about my highschool lover and why I broke up with him and I regret now by doing that. I still remember when I first saw him, it's a regular day that nothing unique but then my eyes meets with his eyes, a spark occurred in my small heart, my mind went blank, even I can't hear anything and my eyes focus only him , even I forgot to breathe for second.

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