Author's note

1 Character intro 

2 starting of our relationship 

3 fate is cruel 

4 it's useless 

5 Causing a scene 

6 sleep on ground 

7 exchanging gifts 

8 Parasite 

9 I'll be loved 

10 Pufferfish 

11 Married 

12 hier 

13 i hope things don't go wrong 

14 I miss him 

15 i love you :) 

16 he is okay 

17 pregnant 

18 Shocked 

19 Why does God hate you? 

20 making him happy 

21 when did he grow up so much 

22 Flashback 1 

23 flashback 2 

24 flashback 3 

25 flashback 4 

26 you'll find him right? 

27 bestie talk 

28 all I have is pain 

29 he is right 

30 apologise to him 

31 therapy session 

32 Fine 

33 due time 

34 labour 

35 Babys 

36 repaying the kindness 

37 short on breath 

38 left ... forever 

39 a letter for henry 

40 letter for rudolph 

41 A letter for rudolph 

42 season 1 ends: 18 years 

43 Author's note 

44 One sided love? 

45 Going on a trip 

46 my baby boy 

47 two different types of love 

48 love triangle? or Maybe not 

49 pawn a hidden queen 

50 their story 

51 Morning 

52 incident 

53 I want to save him 

54 i might get pregnant 

55 Letter 

56 Letter for riu 

57 rasel 

58 their rivalry 

59 in the old classroom 

60 Flirting 

61 fresh air 

62 kid 

63 Talking 

64 my boyfie 

65 our past 

66 dating 

67 Fight 

68 do I like Adam? no 

69 My heart can't reach yours 

70 I am okay 

71 Drama 

72 his Ex-crush 

73 Misunderstanding? 

74 mating season 

75 sleeping 

76 Slow burn 

77 His father 

78 Angry uncle 

79 flirting 

80 kidnapped 

81 Disgusted 

82 you'll hurt yourself 

83 protecting 

84 Found them 

85 conversation 

86 talk to me 

87 Things are better now 

88 Adam's pov 

89 truth? 

90 Accident 

91 I failed as a father 

92 My boyfriend 

93 Bestfriends 

94 I'll be an ice cream seller 

95 boyfriends? 

96 flashback 1 

97 Living together 

98 Flashback 2 

99 Flashback 3 

100 Flashback 4 

101 flashback 5 

102 flashback 6 

103 flashback 7 

104 flashback 8 

105 i miss you 

106 Getting married 

107 killing inside out 

108 i want to die 

109 Happy family 

110 insecure 

111 I love you okay? 

112 Fathers 

113 tragedy 

114 hurt 

115 matthew 

116 matthew....blinded by love 

117 I'll live for you 

118 hurt 

119 End: I am coming to see you 

120 Author's note 