Inside Of Me
rainy day middle of July . born in a small village name Wishvill
become a girl, my sister are 1 half when I was born, our family decided my name call veins (yea I know my name is a little wired) my older sister name is bloom, she's with my grandparents after I was born, I was always with my mom while my father was working , a little girl thin ,cry baby, playful, trouble maker yeh that's me.
mom call me, hey v come on what are you doing come don't run,byeee....ahh my knees , blood coming, mom (crying) mom.... mom.. , I always told you don't run too fast , look your clothes, sister, cry baby cry baby. mom argg sniff sniff bloom mock me. Buahh buahh (when I was with my mom I always feel emotional my knees are not really that pain) mom stop stop crying that's your fault my mom call bloom go take band aid . why alway me let her take she can do it herself, mom, go take why are you always complaining, come sit here both of you are sister don't disturbed your self you need to be loved each other ok mark my words. (sisters, yea we always fight in simple things , we always arguing, disturbed each other)
Dad, where are you all, daddy, daddy, O my little princess, sister,daddy o my older princess what are you doing today both of you, dad dad look at my knees it's pain (try to cry) sister it's only a little bit look you are so soft cry baby, dad bloom mock me, no dad she is alway cry, ok ok stop complaining each other mom said. O don't fight again if you do both of you never watch T.V go play . ok ok stop look what I bought for you, yea yea dad give us sweets. mom, go play I wanna talk with you dad and don't fight again ok.
I wanna tell you something (mom), what is there anything problem , no nothing I (thake a breath) I'm pregnant (dad) wow that's a good news bloom is 9 and LJ is 8 it's a good time to have a baby(my dad always call me LJ)
(childhood we never fear anything, we don't have any problem, O childhood don't go away, please stay a little bit, don't go , don't go)
(this is my first novel maybe have a many mistake, bad English or many problems , but my heart need to do something before it's broken into pieces I can't breathe properly because of many problems I have try to do many things but I fail again again and again I need something that makes me comfortable and need to drop all of my problem my brain is full of problem I need to free up al the space yea yea life is short I don't wanna die but I don't wanna leave like this anymore )
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