2.Empty Shell

He turn and see Violet Mason,standing right behind him.She's smiling and staring at him with her cocky and condescending attitude.Her cohorts are standing nearby and giggling and laughing at something she says.Like,are you always thus sad and lonely?You know...like you're such a loser.

She snickers and her crony laughs with her.

The boy looking down feeling guilty,pushes a sigh of sadness.I know I'm lonely...

Why don't you try like,fitting in?

You know,making new friends.She smiles mockingly.It'll sure do wonders for your self-esteem.

The boy still felt empty and depressed looking down replied with a soft tone.What's the point anymore?

She laughs mockingly.Like,what point?The point of,like,having people to talk to and hang out with?You know...friends.You wouldn't understand how it is to make trustworthy friends.

She smirks.You're right,like I don't understand what it's like to be a dweeb.Like,I have friends...so it'd just be like totally impossible for me to know what it's like.

Like,why do you even bother coming to school?Everyone knows you're a dweeb who goes home alone every day.She snickers.

The boy then ignored her due to the insulting comments and looked away.

She scoffs and stared at him.

Whatever,dweeb,I don't know why I ever waste my time with you.You're so insignificant,A sparky smirk on her face as she walks away.

He continues to sit in his lonely corner and admires the view.Violet laughs mockingly as she turns to her friends.She walks away with her cronies as they make fun of him and calling him pathetic,lame and other degrading comments.Violet and her entourage's insults linger in his mind as he sinks into his corner.He is left feeling down and defeated.He wish he could just fade away into the background and dissappear.

After a while,the bell rings and it's class time again.He makes it back to class just as the second bell rings and class begins.He quietly took his seat and payed attention to the lecture.His mind was filled with dark thoughts and a sense of hopelessness.He felt anxious and unsured of himself as he wondered whether things will get better for him or not.While paying attention,he couldn't help but shed a tear on his exercise book.

Class went on as he tried to concentrate.The teacher calls on him for an answer but he couldn't think clearly due to his emotional state.He felt overwhelmed and didn't know what to say.Another tear falls down from his eye as he continued to feel depressed and hopeless.Time went on until the bell rings and it was time to go home.As the class is dismissed,he slowly packed up his books and homework.

A wave of sadness washed over him as he start to think about how alone he was.No one cared about him or even noticed him.He felt like a burden and a waste of space.He just wanted to go home and crawl into his bed so he could forget about his shitty life.He went home as always alone,looking down the road.He slink home,head down and shoulders hunched in defeat as his sorrow builds and consumes him.

The light is fading fast and it's getting dark.He walks alone in the shadows,hus thoughts running through his head.He felt like no one cared about him and he just wanted to be alone.He arrives home and threw his bag down and didn't even eat anything as he just jumped on his bed as thoughts took a toll on him.He gets into the bed and curl up in the darkness.The silence and quietness of his room is deafening as he self-pitied thoughts consumed him.

He felt alone and abandoned,like no one in the world cares about him or even knows that he exist.He just wanted to be alone in this miserable state and shut out the world.

He lays in bed,tossing and turning,unable to fall asleep.His thoughts are like a spinning wheel in his head as they cycle through all of the things that happened today--Violet's insults,the teacher not noticing him,being ignored and ridiculed.

He just wanted his pain and suffering to end.He tries to use his phone and go on social medias but then knew it will make him more vulnerable.

His attempts at online socialisation only further make him feel lonely and alienated.As he scroll through the feeds of people sharing their lives and making new connections,he feel like a outcast who doesn't belong and like everyone has someone but he is all alone.

Social media only amplified his already dismal perspective.

He fell asleep,still in thoughts that night until morning arrives.He woke up the next morning with a lingering sense of sadness and loneliness.

He felt emotionally drained from the previous days'events and just want to stay in bed and not face the world.He lay in bed and just stare up at the ceiling,lost in his thoughts.

He can't focus on anything else but the pain and frustration that is eating him up inside.

He pushed himself and somehow summon the strength to get out of bed,take a shower and get ready for school.He tried to pull himself together and focus on the day ahead.But the depression continued to weigh him down and he felt like he is just going through the motions without any real purpose.He didn't feel alive,just going though the motions,like a drone.

He finally get ready and went out to make his way to school.He arrives at school a bit early as he normally do and took a seat alone in his corner.

He kept his head down and tried not to draw attention to himself as the other students arrived.The pain and sadness remains as the loneliness continues to weigh him down.

He can't seem to shaked it.The bell rings and the first day has begun.

His first class,Biology,starts as he took a sear at the back of the classroom.His thoughts are still clouded as the sadness and loneliness continue to consumed him.He tried to focus on the lesson but find it difficult as his mind kept drifting to the negative thoughts that are flooding in.His heart aches as he felt alone and lost.The biology class seems to go on forever as he couldn't focused on anything.

His mind is plagues with all thoughts of failure and the insults he heard the day before.His eyes started to tearing up as an overwhelming sense of sadness begins to take over.He tried to hold back the tears but it was too much and they fall freely on the desk.As his Biology class is winding down for the day,he noticed the silence and emptiness around him.He didn't see Violet or her group of cronies anywhere in the classroom.

He felt a sense of relief as he realised he can have a break from the tourments they usually put him through.The silence and emptiness make him feel a bit more at ease and his anxiety subsided a bit.He decides to take this opportunity to have a moment of peace and solitude.He sat in class quietly and focused on relaxing his mind and body.He tried being mindful and present in the moment,enjoying the silence and tranquility.

This was his temporary sanctuary,a brief respite from the torment of Violet and her cronies.

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