The warm of family , last drop of love

I was trying my best to serve my family during quarantine , cooking , cleaning even studying so that I can improve myself, I couldn’t see my sister or my brothers so I was often make a video call and chat with them, this quarantine was like a hell to me especially that my third brother didn’t work and he stayed with us, he was deliberately trying to make fights with us on everything, he was trying many times to hit me he even broke my nose, and I couldn’t tolerate him , not anymore “ dad I will call the police, I can’t stand him to hit me every time “

“ Nisan please don’t do this, it will be scandal for us “

“Scandal!! Is this what you’re caring about?! And me ?! Is it okay to you to break my nose , and the next time let him kill me because you’re afraid of scandals right?!!”

“ Nisan , he will not hit you anymore I promise you okay so let it slide this time please do this for me “

I was really angry, how could my father begging me for him even when I was being in this state , I couldn’t do anything except for disappointed from my father , I told them that I don’t want to talk to him anymore, I don’t want even to recognize him as my brother , at this moment I really hated him

He impacts me with negative emotions and it’s all was clear on my face.

After 3 months of quarantine, they start to open the places and bring the life back to normal but to me it was hard time because my father was diagnosed with corona, this news was shocking , I really was scared for my parents “ oh god please protect my parents I don’t have anyone except them, please protect them for me “ but what happened is that my mother was diagnosed with it too , both of them was diagnosed while the result of me and 3rd brother examination was negative .

My parents stayed in the hospital, l was hoping for them to healing but the worst only what happened!!

Their health were not good, I called them every day , but it was heartbreaking to see them that way “ Nisan we are sorry because we couldn’t bring you the joy you wanted, we are sorry because of the suffering you have been endure it, forgive us please “

“ don’t say that, my joy will come back when both of you will come back here with me , you are the meaning of my life, so get well soon both of you because I’m waiting here for you “

“ May god bless you Nisan and May god make your way shine and all of your days will be spring “

I didn’t know that this words will be the last thing I will heard it from my parents, they were saying a farewell to me, they give me the last drop of love, they lived together and died together.

It’s really hard to lose the most important persons in your life, and it was even harder trying to forget about them, how we used to live, the time we were together, all the memories of us , this sadness unbearable for me , I felt like everything stopped around me , my life , my happiness and my dreams, everything is vanished now, I don’t want to be in this life anymore, I was really depressed .

And the worst of this seeing my third brother infront me every day, how he is happy with the death of my parents and inherited the money, not only this , he want also to remarried and bring his children to me , he was disgusting.

I couldn’t tolerate him anymore, I was silent before just for the sake of my father but now he is not here, so I called the women rights foundation and they transferred my brother away from me , and promised to protect me from him, what a life !!

“ what a life is this!! You left me alone here, you promised me to celebrate my first salary, why you lied to me why !!! “

I was crying and screaming, it’s miserable.

After 3 months my sister Julia was coming to my home

“ Nisan are you home?!”

“.................”

“ Nisan open the door, it’s me julia your sister, open the door “

“..................”

“ Nisan I know you are at home so open the door or I swear I will break it “

*Crack * the door was open

“ what take you so long to open it, and why you didn’t answer my calls ?!”

“ I wasn’t in mood to answer anyone “

“ sigh, Nisan they are my parents too and it has been 3 months for now , I’m sad too and can’t believe what happened until now, but we should continue our life , the life will not stop and there’s nothing will change this “

“ to me it’s already stopped, you have a husband and children’s you live for them , but I don’t have anyone ......”

“ what about me?! am I not important to you? or maybe am I not your family?! “

“..................”

“ do you want me to leave too ? don’t you want me anymore?!”

“ no *sob sob* I want you *sob* don’t leave me too *sob*”

“ *hugging* it’s okay my lovely sister it’s okay, cry as much as you want, I’m here for you “

“ are you good now? “

“ yeah I’m fine “

“ look at your face how pale, I know you didn’t eat well so I bring some food, let’s eat together “

“ ah okay “

“ by the way, my husband talk to his friend about getting job for you”

“ what job?!”