where is my luck

I don't know what will become of me ? I just want a simple peace life like any high schoolers and read some of the romantic novels in my school library collection.

You know what sometimes I can't gather my thoughts because my thoughts are somewhat like millions of stars flooding in the night sky. A nice sleep will solve the problem 😃. And I have my own fantasy where I am the heroine of each episodes and defeating those who have evil intention. But the truth will always shatter my fantasies. it's actually painful.

"Hey Julie, What's up girl? got something in your mind need some attention ☺️".said Luke breaking up her conversation with her own mind.

"nothing 😅.I was just thinking what to do with my language score".said Julie in an awkwardness.

Luke is her only friend because she is a quiet girl.but Luke have ton of friends occupying his everyday.

"ohh I see ya, then wanna go see the new transfer student".

"Nope, not interested".

For Luke Julie is a quiet rabbit who endures all her pain without any sound. One day he just happend to pass by her class on a lunch break but he suddenly stopped in the doorway something caught his attention. it was Julie, she was drawing a half flower very carefully. he noticed she had no friends so just decided to become her first friend in the school.

"Luke , hey Mr.Luke "

He woke up from his flashback."Aren't you going to see the transfer student?".Julie asked with a concerned look.

"Yeah. Then bye, see ya". He waved his hand at her and walked to the transfer student's class. From that day whenever he sees her he would at least say hello. She's not like all the other his friends he finds it refreshing to speak with Her. He had open up his heart to her, but she hasn't.he tried so many times but no luck.He always wonders where would my luck go when I'm with her?

"Luke he's always like this say something to me like he cares about me, and he let my hopes upon him."she said to her subconscious mind.

My mother is like 'I couldn't do it,, but I hope that you could do It' always nagging how her teenage was and arguing me to don't become anything like her. Ofcourse I wouldn't become anything like her, Actually I hadn't opened my heart to no one whenever I think opening my heart to someone I would have a feeling they won't trust me because they would think that all I'm saying is a lie. It is just a white lie to prevent myself from thinking that I'm not alone. Sometimes I would feel all alone even if my mother, father, brother and so many people are besides me.

Nobody is expecting my true self they only care about the outer me who's so desperate to get their attention and a plaything to vent their like anger, sadness , loneliness,etc;. So I was just tired from making friends and my luck had been expired the day I had been born.

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