The Breakup and The heartbreak

Tears roll down my face as I said to Oikawa “ that we were over and I’m done, you only focus on volleyball. What about me, am I supposed to be happy for you and you’ve never spent time with me and what am I supposed to do… wait for you,” he replied I’ll do better Nina but please don’t leave me. As I begin to leave, he grab my hand and said “why?” I couldn’t respond back at him and I shake my hand off from his grab and left. I ran as far I could with tears in my eyes and underneath my breathe I said “I’m sorry and I still loved you with all of my heart. I could never told you why I broke up with you it s because you and I lived in a different world from each other…. Few days later I was walking to class and I tried to a get him off my mind but couldn’t, and many of his fan girls would surround him at all time. He looks so handsome in his school uniform. I know that I could look at him from a far and never too close. He and his best friend Iwaizumi also known as Iwa-cha to Oikawa, they were friend since they were little and Iwaizumi and Oikawa are truly best friend.. I wish that I have those kind of friend.

Many of the girls in the school hate me because I dated Oikawa and hang out with Iwaizumi. I don’t really a much close friends because and I’m the manager of the volleyball team, where Oikawa is the captain and Iwaizumi. This means that I’ll see him every day even though I’m trying to avoid him. This types of feeling really hurt and even though I’m trying to avoid them, I guess you can’t avoid a heartbreak. The more you tried to hide your feeling the more you’ll be hurt and I know that I’ve hurt Oikawa... but I’ll tried not to remember him. And some day he’ll forget about me and I’ll be fine... I guess.

School has ended and I have to go the gym. But I really don’t want to go to the gym but I have to since I’m the manager. As I enter the gym, I was saw everyone eyes were on me but I pretended not to know and went to the coach to see the team arrangement for the game. The coach asked me “did something happened between you and Oikawa,” I replied no everything is fine. As I said that the coach knew that something was up but didn’t say anything. Everyone begins by running around the court about 10 minutes and later they begins to practice . After a while the practice came to an end and I begin to pack the equipment and begins to closed up the gym for the night.

His POV

“Why did she broke up with me?” I thought to myself. No matter what I still love her. I know that something must’ve happened for her to react that. “This is so fucking shit,” I muttered. No time for crying about. I’ll always love her no matter what. As I walked away I saw her crying but I couldn’t comfort her, I really wanted to comfort her but I can’t and I know that she wouldn’t want me to go to her. I’ll never ever forget her crying face and I never wanted to her cry like... I feel like my mother has something to do with this but how can I confront her, she is my mother. “I’ll have to walk away from her. Even though I don’t want to I have to right?” I muttered to myself. Nina, I’m sorry about everything..

The next day I’ll go to school and pretend that everything is fine. I’ll go to practice as usual and I’ll be a pain in Iwa-chan ***. “Hey Shittykawa, what’s happening between you and Nina?” Iwaizumi asked me. “Ahhh he noticed,” I muttered. It’s nothing I replied to Iwaizumi. I can’t let my feelings get way with my training..

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