My life isnt all whats seen on the outside

I am Sunny Heart.I dont know why I was named that.I am the complete opposite of my name.I wasnt like that before I think...let me tell you my story

From the day I was born I was given everything I ever wanted.I didn't need to cry till my parents bought it for me.Just one word from my mouth and I would have it.it was that simple.my family is super rich that's why I thought that it was normal for a rich kid to be spoiled but the truth was far horrifying just to imagine....one day when I was about 6 years old we visited the hospital to have a checkup like a normal kid who would have a health check up every year...after the check up I went to play outside while my parents talked with the doctor.it was super odd though I didnt really care about anything as long as I got myself distracted.My parents came out of the doctors room? is that what you call it? whatever

their faces looked pale as if they had seen a ghost my mother's eyes looked red as if she had cried...what was going on?! I ran up to them and asked what was wrong.they said it was nothing but it did not look like nothing! I was just about to ask again as my dad interrupted"who wants Pizza?!" he said.IT was my WEAKNESS,It was my most favorite food in the whole wide world I didn't think twice to continue asking, I just wanted to eat my pizza!Though I knew something was wrong I chose to ignore that fact and live the way I live now.But...a few years After that my mother....passed away in a tragic accident.when I was told she s no longer coming back, my whole world crumbled.and to think it was all my fault since I was the one who asked her to come early so we can celebrate my birthday.Yes it was my birthday.but my mother had to work and couldn't ask bare to leave since she carried a lot of responsibility as the CEO.but she met the accident on the way home.I cried my eyes out asking her to wake up!I begged god to give her another chance.I begged her to wake up and promised her "I wouldn't ask for anything all I ask was for you to wake up!mommy! please wake up!don't leave me!"I screamed,I cried,I begged,I did everything I could but it was of no use what happened couldnt be undone.

I shut my self in my room.from that day onwards I started to speak less and I would never celebrate my birthday...but what was waiting for my was far worse than anything that could happen.

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