I suddenly wake up\, "Ah sh*t." Okay now the situation is really f**ked up! I can't believe i'm in the same situation again! I'm gonna become a f**cking laughing stock!
"What do you think you're doing, Cleo? Sleeping in class?" My teacher said looking at me in disbelief while everyone's prying eyes were upon me to give an explanation. I believe everyone will talk behind my back at how unruly i'm. They don't care about my feelings. They'll gossip and make fun of me behind my back. I'm sure. It's what people in this world often do. They try to attract attention to what they are saying by influencing negative impacts of others. They make wild and uncontrollable. Why i'm born like this? Did I sign a contract to become something like this in my previous life? Uh.. c an't believe in my luck. Why am i'm standing here dumb-founded? There's nothing to say or explain. Can I give the excuse that I was awake until 5 AM? I'm repenting on my decision. My decisions are causing some frickin' problems.
I'm not good at giving excuses cause i'm afraid it'll be seen through. Others are so confident in theirs that I envy them to death. I hate those can give excuses and get away with it. Although it's my own fault that I can't come to terms with it. "Ma'am, I... I-" There was sudden knock on the door I was relieved for the intervention. I really was.
"Ma'am, there's a new student from Delhi joining today," said the support staff . Everyone was amused at having another student from abroad. I was too. It was three months into the school year and even the first examination is over. Oh well, what to do?
Oh my god. What is happening? My heart is beating too damn fast! It's gonna explode... "What is wrong with me?" I thought to myself," Why is this like this?" I don't believe there's anyone who I did view as more than as annoying boy who's so confident about himself. I guess I was wrong.
He was tall. Taller than me. He had my heart beating fast. He had a perfect jaw line and beautiful light brown eyes. He has the perfect tanned skin. O to the M to the G. What the heck! Did I just use such a term? So disappointed in myself! My annoying teacher asked to stand in the middle of the class and introduce himself. He walked in such a perfect stride. Oh my, did I just notice such a thing? UH. Please remind myself to not say such a thing again. It's so girlish in love or whatever. Oh gosh, i'm screwed.
"Um, Hey, i'm Alex." He said barely smiling. So cold-faced. My teacher, Susan, urged him to say something more of himself but he refused the offer. Finally Susan was so exhausted from asking that she requested him to sit somewhere. And that somewhere is in the same bench as me. Oh lucky me! Ah this world! I wanted to scream and refuse but me being me had to come into terms with it. What the hell am I supposed to do now? He's staring at me! He's gonna sit next to me. I'm dead. R.I.P.
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