chapter 3

After that day I feel like my jealousy is getting bigger and bigger. I couldn’t stop thinking about them and i even stay up all night hoping that someday they will breakup but nothing happen. Out of jealousy, I thought about dieting but I kept on failing because I eat couldn’t resist seeing delicious food so I tried finding information late at night “how to get thinner” and it say that I should stop eating snack, drink water 30 minutes before eating, walk after my meal, eat less sugar and exercise so I tried all of them but all of it failed thanks to the the tempting snacks. Also I always forget to drink water 30 minutes before eating and I’m so lazy to take a walk and exercise. Instead, everyday I eat sugar non-stop so I give up on dieting and eat as much as possible until my kilogram become approximately “90 kg”. It continue to rise again which makes me 106 kg as i gain about 16 kg.The next day I meet Jacob and his girlfriend on a mall when I’m on the way to buy snacks. I can't help but keep on staring at them until they realize I am staring and they started laughing while point to me. I heard them saying, “Hey did you see that fat girl that looks like a nerd? I bet she’s above 100 kg." When I heard that I could feel my face goes red. I quickly went to the cashier and pay for my snacks. While paying i could see Jacob approaching me in the corner of my eyes. He stood in front of me and say, “hey you fat bith can you get out of my sight and stop staring at us? Are you jealous or something? If you are then just go away and if possible just go extinct. You should fo to Mars as Earth have nobody as ugly as you.” I told him what if i am jealous and i don't want to get out of his sight and he answered, " As i told you before i don't care about what you think but a fat girl like you will never be my girlfriend and you can see that I’m with my girlfriend now. She is pretty, cute and skinny and I will never let her go of her do you understand?" I rolled my eyes at him while thinking, what pretty, cute, THIN? huh you will see. I keep thinking why I still like Jacob even if he is rude to me and why i couldn’t move on from Jacob. It is almost mid year exam and I still couldn’t stop thinking about Jacob. I tried focusing on my book but i kept on stopping halfway to daydream about him. Tom will be mid year exam so I hope that this time Jacob will get lower than me because I’ve already studied really hard until late at night. The exam is going to start so I prepare all the things that I need for the exam when Jacob whispered to me, "hey fat bich good luck." I am alfraid that people will hear me while i answer him so I just ignore him and start my test. After the exam I directly went straight home before Jacob have a chance to tease me. As I arrived home i went straight to my mom room and say, “Mom there’s someone who keep teasing me fat and I don’t want to go school anymore.” My mom thinks for a moment before answering, " Just ignore that sh*t, you are pretty since you are mom sweetheart. After hearing that my spirits went up again i quickly went up to my room and start studying for tomorrow exam. The next day I raise my hand to ask the teacher if I could change my place and the teacher ask the class if there’s someone who want to change place with me and everyone raise up their hand. After thinking for a long time the teacher told me that I should just stay on my sit. I glare at the teacher and Jacob move nearer to me and whisper, “Trying to escape from me? Are you that scared of me?” I ignored him just like what mom say. After a few days the exams result is here and i couldn't believe my eyes. How is my name in the 5th place while Jacob's name is in the 1st place. I rush back home trying to hold my tears as i saw my mom outside watering the plants, i told her my ranking and she suddenly look so worried and asked me, “are you okay? Is it because of the people who tease you?” To prevent my mom from being worried I lied to her and said no everthing is fine.

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