Heights of ignorance Crush1

We first met online, chatting with me seemed fun to ya huh?? It's alright I m good at first chat but soon become boring , I know it's my specialty, which maybe made u Wana meet me, I too wanted to meet ya.

I realized that u know many people and talk to each one . Great, it's nice to see u socialize unlike me.

I had no feelings untill then but that day during election voting in the campus ,I hurt u first time once, the day u called me but I didn't hear ya or see ya! My bad cuz I can't recognize new faces so fast! Anyways u said I hurt ya made u feel bad but that bad feeling is in me for now too as to why I had done it! I regret it even now cuz that day onwards it had become awkward talking to you!

When I wake up my first thought is you. When I open the chats I Wana text u all the time, but thinking it might be annoying to you , I restrain, text rarely. And always wait for your reply or a text. But you don't even think of it and ignore intentionally, great!

If there is someone, something u care about, u don't feel tired or make excuses, I saw it in the start but then 🙄 it reduced and u got so so busy! Awesome 👍

Dearest ex_love don't act kind and loving again it skips my heart 🤷 just dunno why I gotta think of you? Lets keep it here itself!

Few days back i got to know you as a flirt 😉, then I realized that I was a victim of it, yet I didn't want to rectify it. It was hard on me.

I wanted to spend time with you 😔, but just 1st cycling meet and the last picnic was enough , more than enough! You kept your word of going somewhere with me, I am glad, but I really wanted to flop ur plan! But cuz it was My friend's date I put up with it. But if I had known that another friend was going too for accompany I would have certainly denied going with you guys.

Further when my Friend said you would call me to ask me go with you I was expecting you to call me so eager I was! But in my heart I felt like let's make things comfortable to ask and u did just as I imagined!

when I asked ya when were u planning to call me? your reply made my heart ache 💔 , just 5 min before going ?? you know I am a busy girl yet you think that means you don't want me to come! okay just hearing things of your excitement from my friend made cool🙄 but inside it was hurtful like it being the worst day ever!

The reason behind asking before 5min was really tormenting , u had so much faith in yourself that you could force me to come along with you keeping my busy schedule aside ?? Do u think I will do just as you say?

My heart was saying **** off bitch ! I won't ever come if you think like that about me, so easy to get me huh? No doubt I left behind my self esteem and ego to ground before you! But I can't handle it any longer

U have qualities I disapprove of like smoking, but thinking it's you I give up on it.

Could it be like I have fallen for you?

Or something else?

Even if that's true I won't admit it cuz it is not me who goes after those stuff. Hence I push my heart don't text him anymore. But yet I do it!

So, finally the time to stop it totally , has come. I am here to take a pill of faith in me that I haven't, won't and will never love u anymore.

Go to hell and live your wonderful life! My role in it is done for, forever.

I am ignoring you now for sure don't mind me 😉 like I did .

This means I am deleting you forever from my life . happy lone journey ahead🙂

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