We go together to university and Xonia was telling me about a new guy who just moved to our college.
I don't care what she says, so I'm not the kind of girl who CARES about handsome guys and whatnot. suddenly she cut off my thinking and said.
" Hey hey, am I speaking to myself here? Sarah, you know that there's no one in this world in your age who hasn't have till now a boyfriend.
"I don't have to be like everyone else in everything, and I don't need someone to love or whatever. I used to be lonely when I was a kid, and I don't need anyone."
"Sarah... Look, you're a very beautiful, gorgeous girl, and anyone who sees you fall in love with you at first sight, but you've changed so much when you lost your parents , you are not that little cute sarah that we all know anymore, I don't and I will never blame you about this.. but u need to understand me pls. "
I know most of what she said is true. but I don't have interest in life anymore and I feel like a dead person who doesn't exist.
As always, I could not answer because, like every time, only silence is my answer, and yet she does not remorse me or exploit my silence, because she understands very well that there is nothing I can do, only she is the one person left for me in the world, and I thank god he didn't take her away from me, either.
"Humph!... alas, I know that you know I'm right, but what I want you to do is try to get to know this new guy, please, just friends."
"Alright."
I tried to get her opinion this time, she did a lot for me, at least she is happy, that's all for me.
"This is my friend I know".
" All right, all right. You don't have to strangle me."
We had reached the university. And Xonia was hugging me so hard, I was trying to get away from her and escape. And we were running like little kids and laughing loudly.
Until..I..met him...
He... I forget everything. Only my eyes can see him.
I don't know. I feel like I have known him before!! Do I know him? My heart is beating so fast like I can't breathe. Something is calling inside of me. A voice I've never heard before. My heart rate didn't stop, like I went to a different world.
I can't get my eyes off him. What is this, my gosh?
Black hair like coal soft as silk, blue eyes like the sky clear as the sea, lips as red as strawberries as thick as a child, skin as white as clouds!!!...
Who's that? Why can't I look away? Why is my heart beating? Why can't I hear anything but my heartbeat?
Who is he?
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