Madness
*Woman's voice "You know they sacrificed her, they left her for dead! There's no reason she would EVER want to return home to her girlfriend! ", *different voice "Listen to me! You can't decide everything for her!". "I am the reason she is alive, for god sake, are you defending the monsters who did this to her!?", "Jin, you know I care about her just as much as you do!". "Maybe you should look up the definition of caring, because if this is how you care for people I feel damn sorry for the people you hate".
She storms into my hospital room, it's obviously been days since the attack but I can still only see her covered in my blood covered screaming for whatever evil was ripping me apart to stop. (Imagining the attack ) "STOP, STOP, SHE'S DYING. LET HER GO. ALINA, HELP ME! ". "Kiarra, Kiarra." "Jin, how long has it been?", "A...A. A month". "Where is Alina?". "She's been missing... since the attack. Why, do you care?". "She is my girlfriend! I was going to propose". "Kiarra your only eighteen...", "I'm legal!". "She's a Morrayie!", "The rival between human and underworld beings..", "demons", "she hates that word", "you care because? ". "What is wrong with you?!?", "I saved your life, Alina was the ...". "Don't you ever, use the love of my life's name the way you just did". "Do you what she di. .....".
Without a second thought I jumped out of the hospital bed, ran, ran, ran and ran. Running down the stairs of the hospital and out the door I felt weak. Running in the rain at 1 am didn't help me either. I ran into an alley, my feet so cold they hurt. Alina loves me. Doesn't she? I know she does. But then, why isn't she here. She always talked about a paradise. She said that she could finally be happy if she went there.She said all the gods needed to take her there was a sacrifice.Maybe she finally found one, maybe she is happy in her paradise. But she always promised... that she'd take me. I know she hurt me at times. I know the scars the painted me where from her at times where her fault. But when she wasn't flying through the night or getting drunk and running away she was my reason for life.
I need to find her. I need her to know I still love her. I need to find out why she isn't here. Everyone is saying that she has done something wrong. They are all liars. Every single one of them! It's so confusing to me how the world works, and why society has to make it so hard to be happy. I was slowly getting tired, I was after all supposed to be in hospital for at least another week. I need to rest. Tomorrow morning I need to find Alina.
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