Change

Since that day, we've become closer to each other like inseparable ones. Eventhough he wants me to call him Lany, I still prefer to call him Dylan. He's the kind of gay who doesn't wear girl clothes but acts more girly than me like he wears a very,very light or should I say natural make up but I don't, he's talkative and I'm more of a silent type but we have one thing in common, of course aside from being doctors in the future, we love to do boy hunting.

"Rane!" shouted Dylan

That brought me back to reality. "What? And how many times do I have to tell you to stop calling me Rane"

He just laugh amusingly at my tantrums, "Whateva,sissy" and rolled his eyes.

"You're always on PMS that's why you're still NBSB" he added in a whisper.

"What did you say?" while raising an eyebrow.

He just suddenly squeaked and fanned himself using his hand. "My ghad sissy! Look at that drop dead gorgeous hunk."

I looked up and search for that guy that he's mentioning. Indeed,he is but I don't know,I'm just not in the mood. So I just shrugged.

"Oh! I remember that I gotta do something.Gonna go first Dyl" but instead of letting me go instantly,he grabbed my hand and kissed my cheeks which is normal for us to do.

"You take care" and I immediately stormed out the cafe.

Upon entering my car,I can't control the erratic beating of my heart. I don't know how and when this started. Every single damn time he hugs or kisses me,my heart is going all over the place and I know that this is not a good sign and I know that I should stop this sooner or later. It's also one of the reasons why I kinda loss interest in boy hunting and staying long with him.

I drove away and went to my happy place. I remember that when I was a kid I used to run to this place every single time when I'm sad or when I'm scolded. This tree house is in the hill wherein you could see the whole beauty of the city.Yes, we live here near before but my parents decided to transfer to the city.

I tried to close my eyes and feel the soothing fresh air. To my surprise, happy and crazy moments with Dylan would popped up my head that made me open my eyes immediately.

"YOU'RE A BIG IDIOT KYRA, you know that you two can never happen so please stop this instantly" shouting these words at the top of my lungs.

I thought it was raining then but it was actually a tear followed by unstoppable droplets.

" Why are you crying for god's sake, you're better than this,you're stronger than this" and tried to mentally slap myself.

This made me realize that I had already succumb to the trap of a very complex thing called love.

When I sobered up, I tried to think clearly on how to deal with this. I think, I should distance myself a little bit until I can completely go back to how I used to be.

Yes, I know I can do this. I'm sorry Dylan,just for the meantime, I HAVE TO.

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