the only crush I have till now

It was in the middle school, when I was only thirteen years old. I was coming from school. So tired and frustrated since my family was going through divorce and each of them wanted to keep. I was so down that I had thought of running away and taking care of myself. How dare them fight for me like a commodity to own? They didn't ask me of my opinion, know one wanted to know what I was thinking about. Then at that moment I met him. His voice and eyes drew me in. I was lost in a moment. The song was so sweet and encouraging. The lyrics were like being pointed at me. It's like he knew what I was going through, so he comforted me through it.

I started digging more about him. I later found out he's a member of a very well-known band. Furthermore, I forgot what I was going through and just focused on them. Likewise, I loved their songs and anniversary meetings. Not only that, but I followed them everywhere. My family weren't poor so all my pocket money at that time could pay for all the concerts they arranged. I also knew from then what I wanted to study for. I studied for artist management courses. Likewise, I worked hard so that I can be an outstanding one. That's because I knew which company I wanted to in. But reality is always cruel by the time I applied they were no vacancies on that section. I was to look for another company, but my stubbornness couldn't allow, so I told them to give me any post that has vacancy. That's how I ended up being a receptionist.

I wouldn't have known that all that I did since I was a child was actually me having a crush on Joey, if it weren't for Shin He my friend who I met at work. After observing me for a while, she asked me and I told her everything. She asked me few questions after answering, she started laughing and then said I had a crush on Joey. Actually I realized that too, how dreamily I would look at him when passes every time. And, sometimes I could have erotic dreams about him. So my goal changed. We started planning on how to meet him on intentional coincidences. It worked since we knew their schedules, it was too easy. For the two years I've worked here and still working here, it wasn't hard for me. Also had some few friends to help me on that. So yesterday when looked my way and smile. I was over the moon. I was so excited that my chicks were burning. Likewise, I had to confirm it, if really I was the one he was talking to. Likewise, I looked around and saw that I was the only one on the counter no one was near me so I thought it really was me. Still having doubts I slapped myself several times to see if it was one of the dreams I often have of him. When I saw it was real. Was so shocked and froze in place. He so that and smirked and walked away he didn't wait for my answer. By the time I was answering, he was already far away I didn't think he heard me. He's actually the only one I ever had a crush on till now.

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