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     HOW I LOST MY HUMANITY

       My name is Aurora Toru  , in this long lost world of darkness  I stand as the pinnacle    of the  existence of the fusion of human ,demon and god . I was born on April 10  / 98459 ,the previous race of human became extinct because of the rage of the demons  . you all might be shocked to see it but I am actually 9875 years old . Let’s go with history , I was born in the Aurora clan ,which was known as the most superior clan in the terms of money and magical powers our clan was blessed by the god of fire because of which we were supposed to control fire and never to get hurt by fire . But I was different I was born in the solar eclipse  because of which I was unable to use fire power , my parents Aurora Tug and Aurora Moru  were the leader of our clan even though I was their first child I was hated greatly but my younger brother Aurora Moug was loved by everybody ,the reason behind that was his fire magic it was superior then the rest  of the clan members ,only 3 person were stronger then him my grandfather Aurora Tous ,my uncle Aurora Tragon , and my father Aurora Tug. Even though everyone hated me I was greatly loved by my brother and my grandfather. One day my life took a turn when there was a tournament  between all the children of our clan I was against a girl named Jouka I tried best to defend myself but her magic was so strong that it blasted me out of the fighting arena .

Then our clan members decided that I should leave my clan for I had no powers like others did. So I was kicked out of my clan, I didn’t want to see the face of my clan members ever again from that day on. A month had already passed since I left my clan I was wandering in the desert looking for food suddenly  a big meteor came and blasted me I didn’t knew any thing at that time but   my body had already turned into fine dust particles which burned in the flame of meteor then to atone my death the gods and demon came all the gods were there and all of the demons were there , because the meteor that hit me was made to balance the good and evil between heaven and hell . That time   the king of all gods and the demon lord came to my soul and asked me what do you want . But instead I asked them that why do a mere human like me got the attention of both gods and demons. Then they answered me that they commited a sin by killing a person born in eclipse and revived me as a part of demon , a part of god and a part of human. And all gods blessed me with their magic and all demons provided me with demonic powers but there was a price to pay for that . and that was I must destroy all the corrupt gods and demons for only I was capable of doing so . After that I spent my 566 years hunting and killing all the demons and gods that were corrupt. Finally that harsh time came to an end . but when I returned to earth only 2 years had passed and I arrived there at the new year . I had no educational qualification so I transferred to the nearest school there was which was in the aurora clan . first I was not allowed to go to my clan  but as soon I showed my fire power directly blessed by the god then all the clan members welcomed me with an open heart every one was happy that I came back except Jouka. (the girl who defeated me in the past)

That time I hadn’t told anyone that how did I got my powers but from the glimpse of my power they didn’t knew how much power   did I possess. all of my studies were going well but suddenly our clan had a big tournament where all of he clan members had to participate.  So I had to join in as well even though I had a lot of  powers it was hard for me to master  the controls but thanks to the fusion of both god and demonic powers  I was invincible   and the time I spent killing corrupt gods and demons I had learned how to control my magical. Soon it was the day of the tournament of power where all the clan members had to participate except my parents, soon my name was called it was my turn as the first contestant  .the first opponent that I had to face was blessed in the stunts from the god of air because of which he could do the stunts even the masters couldn’t do first I let him hit at his full power but he didn’t agree to make the first blow because he thought I was weak but soon as the rules of game I demanded my opponent shall make the first blow then he had to hit me so did he. I could see from my all seeing eyes that he was not hoding back, but when he attacked his attacked back fired on him because he used too much of  magic power to hit me even though he hit me in my guts the hardest as he could  I barely felt any thing and I won the fight by  just snapping my fingers he could not bare the schorhing heat that I spread throughout the arena.

After that   it was the second match .I had to fight the second match as the first to land hit as he demanded  then I said him directly hat if I hit him he would die , so I didn’t hit him I just burned up the floor of arena and it started to melt and caught him so I won it again. This happened a lot of time and no doubt that I was in the final battle. But somehow Jouka had also made it to the finals ,  I even didn’t knew that was I happy or sad seeing her in the finals. But soon out fight began to be genuine  that girl was holding herself in the battle arena by a hope that she could beat me  if she tried hard. By seeing her determination I feel in love with her , that time the feeling was in its peak by seeing her condition I forfeit the match making an excuse that my bloodlust activated and I am not worthy of batteling. But jouka had a secret in her sleeves and that were she was blessed with  2 godly power one was fire and another was earth. After that in the hope of defeating me not knowing I was the  most powerful. She also said that her bloodlust activated then we were  to fight with each other till death , first she attacked me with her fire power which I easily deflected. After a multiple attempt of hitting me she finally used her earth powers , rumbling the floor like it was nothing ,which I couldn’t block with fire magic only if I were to do that all the people would die due to the intensity of the heat . So not seeing the consequences I too used earth magic to stop her ,when I used the earth magic our fight was stopped by my grand father .

Our fight was stopped because there was rule in the Aurora clan that its clan members should only be able to used the power   blessed by the god of fire. Because of which both Jouka and I were not allowed to step foot in the clan ever again.

The first thing that I did was go to America but this time I was not alone I gave my first princess carry to Jouka flying her all the way to America . Then there the first thing I did was   confessing her how I felt about her , as any other girls would react she slapped me with all her might . but the un expected reaction was that she cried with happiness, and that was because she wanted her husband to be the strongest of all , and she came to me with a crying face and kissed me  saying that since you have taken my first kiss now you must take responsibility.

Then as her wish of me taking responsibility I decided to marry her and soon we did . Soon we were married but we decided to keep it secret from the people in America  till we complete our studies .After that   we continued in a high school which was near that place there was also a thing called magic but here some people had 2  magical powers who were considered the S class and the principal there was of ss class because he had 3 magical powers. Soon Jouka and I were addressed In class A because that time both registered  as powerless but with a lot of physical strength. There was a problem with our school and that was the people from S class used to tease and bully us . One  of their f their group was a group of perverts . My wife was mostly bullied by them and one day those bullies tried to follow her to the gym area where she would change her clothes and as soon as she was going to take off her shirt then  the rapist jumped on her ,at that moment my wife was very embarrassed and she called “my husband save me” because of my super senses I heard that and  reached there  at a fraction of a picosecond . seeing what my wife was suffering through I combined both my earth and fire magic and blasted them , meanwhile our principle was also passing by and he saw what I did and asked me that why didn’t you showed your powers earlier and why did Jouka called you as her husband . After  that Jouka told her all the story from  the battle arena to the present time . After that immediately we were transferred to S class where all people had control over two powers .

And the news of our marriage had spread like crazy things were good until the son of the demon lord arrived to the school himself, everyone was scared of him  including my wife , but I didn’t gave a crap to that which made Diablo(the son of demon lord) angry with me and he not knowing my powers challenged me to a duel .Hearing that my wife was devastated because she thought I couldn’t guess that I was much more stronger then him.

Soon the battle the Diablo and me began , everyone was eager to see how I was going to die, and my wife was covered with tears already  after that Diablo made an open announcement that if this boy defeats me then I will give all my powers to him and die right here. Hearing that I became mad and announced that if you can blow a single punch on me I would become a demon myself. He openly accepted the challenge and I was up for the big fight, he said me to hit him first but I didn’t I was waiting for him to make a move and as soon as he tried to make a move I unleashed my holy demonic power and defeated him just by blowing him . he was injured so badly that the demon lord himself came to fight me but  as soon as he saw me he apologised to me about his sons wrong doing and explained every one that what i was   . After that Diablo offered his powers to  me but I rejected his powers saying I have more power then you and how do you think that you can lend me your power.

After that I called Jouka in the fighting stadium said to Diablo that don’t mess with her and me if any of the demons ever make my wife scared then I would not spare  any one of them .Soon Diablo gave all 4 magical powers to Jouka and left from there. But there was a problem and that problem was her powers were demonic so everyone in the school feared her.Because of which i had to clear the memories of all the students and teachers . But i felt a little guilty because without the demonic powers diablo would die. So i decided to offer him some of my powers which gave him a new life.

He was so happy to get a new life that he enslaved himself at my wits . Soon the demon lord saw that and became greatful that i gave his son a new life .

Up till that time the situation was good but soon my life had started to take a new turn and it was because of the increasing number of magic users , I was a problemstudent  in my class because normally  I used to say that the teachers are not powerful  enough to teach me I rather thought of myself  as the one that had control over any thing but soon it was going to change too. I was living peacefully with my wife in my home but one day the prince of gods Zermine came first he looked cool and of helping nature  he even joined the same university that i studied . We became

friends over time but one day he confessed me  something that i   felt so awkward

He revealed that he was not a boy and was a girl. After that I took approximately one  month to understand her and her powers  she also started to investigate  about me at that time she had madly fallen in love with me and she wanted to live with me eternally.  But soon she came to know about existence of my wife Jouka  she started  to feel jealous of her.

One day she confessed how much she loved  me and want to marry me . But knowing that I was already married   she started being jealous  of Jouka  but since I loved her there was no way that I would marry her. Slowly being frustrated and depressed she started to take wrong decision  in her life and that decision  was to kill my wife,  butmy wife was under a divine protection because of which she was unable to kill her heavily injured her and the worst part was that I found her evil deeds because of which i became furious at her. But sadly because of my anger my concentration  on the divine barrier weakened  because of which she leathaly  hurt my wife I couldn't  protect  her but there was a slight ray of hope of her survival.

And that was to create a medicine named Tri- elexier  . Only it's divine  healing magic was supposed to be strong enough to cure any problems of the body of any living or immortal creature.  But it had a serious price to  pay and that price was the bone marrow of the person though loves the patient the most but since I was an immoral creature it became a little easy for me because  i was an immortal being with unlimited  regeneration  ability so I took out all the bone marrow I had and revived her with my DNA  even though she got a new life she was unhappy and felt guilty that she had given pain and suffering  to me.  But she didn't knew that a great ocean of suffering  was yet to bestow upon us.

Soon it came a time when  I first time encountered  my one and only weakness  since Jouka's  and my body connected to each other I started to fell all her pains and sorrows  which was enough to break my tender emotions to bits  . Then suddenly my consciousness went inside Jouka's imaginary  world (a little  new world inside the brain which contains the memories which trouble or please the person)  soon after I reached inside the imaginary world I could see the sky was pitch black even the sun was black in color which emitted some sinister rays of darkness  which would tear the persons existence if was in contact with the rays.  But when I took a closer look at the sun it was not completely black because I could see a small red dot in there but the rays on the red dot was just  so relaxing that it felt like Jouka was embracing  me so I went near the sun and found out that her body was in the abyss  her body was all torn from place her arms were ripped and a strong ray was gonna cut her head.  Seeing my dear wife at that condition I could not help myself but I cried then I took her away from that wicked sun and healed  her and she was back to her original self.  After that I asked what was all that black sun stuff  and she replied that  it was a curse which was bestowed upon her that once she had made any physical relationship with a human then she had to go through a severe hell like punishmentbwhich would slowly devour her soul  and damage her body.

Since I was her husband she had already gone through some physical relation which made her like that.   But that was not was it was to it I slowly went deeper in her imaginary world and I reached to a point where  she wasn't born yet to be genuine  i can't actually say that she took birth but rather  the cosmos itself created her  with a sole purpose of maintain balance since I was her husband and we had physical relationship, I was to give a test and that test was that I  needed my soul to be burned by the heavenly  fire which was supposed to be a test to purify my soul so I could be fit for her. Soon the test began and I went to the heavenly spot then a bright white light came towards me and it burned my soul  including all my emotions the only emotion that was left was my love for her. 

From that day onward I turned into a emotionless heartless person who had only feelings for Jouka  .

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