~1 *The beginning^

My name is Erri / 어리 i’m half Korean but i live England. My dad is Korean and my mom is just from England. I barley see him he isn’t really a dad but i’m okay with that because i’m just to not having him around.

I’ve had a lot of stepdads in the past which is so annoying they are all so weird and they try to act like they’re my real dads which i hate the most but i know they’re just trying their best..

I have 2 siblings one big brother from 19, Taemin / 테민 and a sister from 17, her name is Maya / 마자. My sister is the most beautiful girl ever even my friends act like they’re in love with her *it’s annoying as fuck*. My brother is quite handsome and funny he’s just a normal guy but he is so annoying i hate him with my whole heart. My mother is very sweet and i know she’s trying her best but she treats my brother way to good.

I spend my days at home watching anime, kdramas, gaming, reading manga etc i love it and i hate coming outside I guess that I have social anxiety which is normal for a person that looks like me. I’m overweight which really bothers me and i’m not really pretty some think i am others think i’m not but when i stand next to my sister i’m tottaly trash so i really am the little ugly sister, how annoying.

I wanna move to Korea because the people in my town aren’t fun they just wanna be cool and loud and funny i’m not that kinda person i’m quite shy in the beginning & i don’t talk much *basically ur depressed teenage girl*. In South-Korea people are more focused on other things than being funny and loud atleast that’s what i think.

Just becausd the people in your town are annoying you ask? Well that’s not the only reason i guess, my brother used to hit me physically until i was 14 but when i was younger i guess it was because we fight a lot but since he is 4 years older he could hurt me but since i was 13-14 i stopped talking to him but he kept on bullying me and hurting me physically and mentally and when i tell my mom about it she says i overreact and that it isn’t a big deal after all he is my brother and all siblings fight right..But i can’t stand it anymore i just can’t that’s the biggest reason why I want to move. I want a new start too if I move I can choose everything again, my personality clothes etc and nobody will know my beautiful sister and compare us, nobody will bother me like my brother it will be heaven.

I did homeschool for one year and worked so that i had enough money to move to korea and eventually i did. I found an apartment where multiple girls live and you can live there from when you’re 16 which i’ll be soon. I’m very exited about it and can’t wait to start my fresh life in Seoul / 서울.

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