Chapter03

I opened the door and went inside the house.

After the commotion, I left first but before leaving, I saw Eric staring at JD, the Vice President of the Student Council. Eric has a soft smile and doting eyes directed to JD. It's not the eyes of a brother who's indulging on his little brother but the eyes of a lover.

I leaned my head on the door after closing it. Why didn't I notice it before? They were technically always together and there's also a time where I saw Eric kissed JD on the cheeks on the rooftop screams 'BL'. The mere fact that Eric never dated says everything. I thought they were just friendly but seems I'm greatly mistaken.

I opened my eyes and left my shoes on the door and walk towards the stairs. The continuous crash of plates, glasses and shrieks came from the kitchen. She's here? I tool a peek at the kitchen and saw her drowning her self in alcohol while crying and screaming. shattered glasses were all over the kitchen.

She's being crazy again and her hysterics are getting more and more annoying. I sighed. I'm getting more and more annoyed. 

I went straight to my room and a memory flashed to my mind. While I was showering back then, my door suddenly burst opened and a middle aged man walks in with a perverted gaze directed at me.

He grab my hand and kissed my neck and his filthy hands were on my body, squeezing and forcing himself on me. I was crying and screaming for help but my mother who was supposed to support me didn't helped. She didn't even throw me a glance when he violated me.

Instead she profited from selling me out.

I was raped. Fucking violated.

The tormenting pain and trauma the two of them had caused me were never forgotten, instead, it haunted me every night and even if after killing him. The scars never healed.

I immediately looked for my wallet and grab my savings on my drawer. I quickly showered and changed my clothes into a hoody, pants and rubber shoes. I wore a black mask. 

At exactly 8pm, the guy will arrive at home and violate me. I stealthily walk towards the door and without making a noise, I was able to leave the house without a fuss.

She's probably still drinking at the dining room. I jogged around the neighborhood and it somehow eased up my tension. I almost vomit from the thought of getting violated again.

If it was me 4 years ago, I would probably be trembling in fear. My mind would probably go blank and would cry helplessly. I heaved a deep sigh. Now that I reincarnated, I'll do and will make sure everything will change. I will never let anyone manipulate me again. Nor would I let them look down on me.

Where did that guy live again?

8th corner of Tangerine road, Block 23 Lot 24? His house is broken down with a rotten stench of mouse mixed with alcohol. Aside from being an alcoholic, the man was also a gambler and spent all his mother's pension to gambling. He went bankrupt and resorted to selling drugs. 

Him, getting jailed in the past was nowhere enough for me, the reason why I killed him right before he was sent to prison

I stealthily walk towards his house. Jumping on the tree beside the house gave me the view of the bedroom, three men were cooking meth and two women were smoking while a pair is  making out. The guy who raped me before who's name is Carlos  is holding a glass of liquor while standing before the doorway. Pot sessions and meth were on the table and a few money were scattered on the floor. I took a few pictures of them taking drugs and alcohols. Sounds of laugh came from bedroom.

"Are you sure you're going to make that kid yours now?" A fat white woman asked while puffing a cigarette between her fingers. She has these curly blonde hair, a mole on her right cheek and lips red as cherry. She's in her middle forties.

"Marinette sure sells her daughter well. And she sells it to a high price." The other brunette woman scoffed while 

"I heard the child is a ******." 

"Why don't you share her with us, Carlos?" The guy other guy chuckles.

The Carlos guy said, "We can make more money after selling her."

I smirked. Let's see if you can still proceed with your plan. I jumped down and walk a few steps away from his house and dialed 811. After a few rings, an operator answered

"811 what's your emergency?" 

"A group of people is using illegal drugs. They're my neighbors." I answered while looking at my unpainted nails. I should do my nails later. 

"How many people were there and What's your location?" The lady asked. 

"They're about eight people." I stated the address of the rapist. 

"The cops are four minutes away." The lady asked. 

"Alright. Thank you. Have a great day." 

"Thank you too. Have a great day."

I walk towards the corner streets as to not let people be suspicious of me. I glanced at my watch and waited for the cops to arrive. And so 4 police car arrived at Carlos' house. The cops hopped off and knocked on his door . When he opened it, The look of surprise and his pale expression excited and satisfied me. Heh. You shouldn't have involved yourself to me if you don't want to get yourself in trouble. He first refuse to let the cops in then the cops talked it out to him, there was a bit of a commotion. I stood there watching the scene unfold. The people who were with Carlos was arrested by the cops. They were on handcuffs and the drugs were confiscated. I smirked at the sight before me. Carlos wouldn't be able to touch me for now. 

I sighed and went back to my house. Just as I closed the door, a loud shriek coming from the kitchen made me stop on my tracks. She's having another break down. It's really annoying. I really don't understand why she always makes a fuss when it comes to my biological father. Can't she just let go and move on? 

"Lineal? Is that you?" her words were slurry and her eyes were puffy, cheeks were red and eyes were dazed. with a glass of wine on her left hand, she approached me. 

"Have you seen your father? He's still good looking." She said. 

I look at her with a hint of disgust, she has the nerve to talk to me after selling her daughter out? How shameless. 

"Don't talk to me and don't talk about him. It's annoying." I coldly said. 

She just chuckled, "Aren't you going to give your mom a kiss?" she asked in her drunken state. 

"You didn't take care of me as your daughter. You followed him abroad and neglected me here, starving and surviving on my own and now, you want to claim your status  as my mom? Give up. He no longer loves you. No matter what you say or do, you're just a dirt in his eyes and I no longer recognize you as my mom." I didn't filter out my words. 

She looked down, her lips curled up in a lonely smile and with tears rolling down from her eyes. , "I'm just so Inlove with him.." 

"Your love won't make him love you back." I frankly stated. She clenched her fist and swallowed the welling pain building up on her throat. 

I feel bad for her, his supposedly husband, left her for another woman. She loves a guy who never once spared her a glance and the supposedly happy marriage was led to a disaster. She's delusional for thinking that she can have him back by being sexy and gorgeous. Her state of being a heart broken wouldn't erase the fact that she neglected me. She only thought of me as  a baggage. 

"I know, I'm so sorry." She fell down on her knees, weeping for all the mistakes and regrets. She's so messed up, I felt a pang on my chest with just the pitiful scene before me. I swallowed the lump on my throat and avoided her look. I don't want to see her. I don't want to look at her. The longing and pain made everything worse. When I was a kid, every night, i keep on crying, looking for her. I craved for her attention but all I received was a yell, slap and degrading words. You never made me feel enough. You made me feel like a failure. I can't stop the tears from falling and all the welled up emotions pour out. Before I shame myself, I walk away from her crying figure 

"You should have just aborted me." I spat the words while wiping off the tears. 

It's always the parents who leaves their child broken. 

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