CHAPTER 1; the empty space

            You see, Sama was a weird kid she had always dreamt of being a superhero, or her own fictional character at least, but she was only limited to her constant conniving schizophrenia. Her mom had always told her not to trust these voices. Which she’d always done. But you see, some times she gets this weird feeling and has to intervein as a form of curiosity. Once in year 5, sara had heard these voices telling her not to let her friend go to the street alone. But sara had ignored them because she didn’t think of it as a big deal and didn’t do anything about it, the next day her friend was reported to have gone missing later found dead but her cause of death was unknown. Ever since then, Sara had done everything in her power to quench those voices but never covering her ears because she’d felt that that was her comfort, they hadn’t done anything bad after all.

 Everything started to change when she entered year 8. what could  a thirteen year old teenager not wish for…… 1. 1. Her mom dying. Sara was devastated she didn’t know what to do she didn’t want to be passed from family to family. even if she would it would never fill that forever empty space.

 Sara was would cry every night that she wanted her mom back to all of the homes she was taken to; morning, evening and night. Till no one wanted her and she felt all alone so she would communicate with the voices. Often, she scared other kids at the orphanage and the people that would want to adopt her as she would constantly talk to her self. Till one family came one day THE WILKINGS family. They were a middle class family looking for a kid to adopt. And at this time, 13 year old sara was the best option. Even at 13 she looked like a nine year old. she looked very young. They had decided to adopt her. At first sara was reluctant to even communicate and always payed attention to the voices but soon she grew fond and said her first sentence to the family. And soon she was back to her self and could simultaneously communicate to both human and the voices. She got enrolled in her new school and then she started to listen to those voices more. One day, she was walking down the hall with her 2 bestfriends zara and Sam who were cousins but didn’t really get along except sara was between them. They adored her more  than their relationship. As she was walking through the hallway she bumped into some egolistic bully that was known for his nutorious behaviour. Something told her he wasn’t normal. But she shrugged it off. “Move” He said to sama as he went along with his friends and his crooked foot ball that looked like it had been through hell and back and through another round of torment. Sama sighed and just walked off. She knew he was trouble so she stayed away from him. But he always kept showing up in her presence liked he liked her or something. Before she knew it she had became friends with him. They talked every once in a while but just to tease each other. Once he defended her in front of his friends. Sama thought her life was back to normal. till one day she got this feeling that she wasn't safe anymore, that she couldn't live with those voices anymore. she had grown far and far away from those voices since she got her life back together. she didnt want to be wierd anymore. she just felt like ending it. she gets this feeling all the time but this was different. she really wanted to do it. so she went................

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