Episode 2

Because I was still hurt from what I saw in the medical report I continue to cry until my eyes turn red, immediately mom woke up I took some water and medicine to her and at that moment she figured out I had been crying immensely, when she asked me instead of hiding the truth I decided to confront her directly to know her response,but she looked me in the eye and said you found the report didn’t you, then I shook my head to attest to what she said that she said I am really sorry I couldn’t tell you earlier, then with tears rolling down my face I said it’s going to be fine just fine, you will be just fine ok at this moment I didn’t know if I was trying to convince her or to convince myself because I was really on the verge of breaking down but for my mom i had to stay strong, knowing fully well what was going to happen I decided to spend more time with her.

We began to catch up on old times, mom started out by saying do you know why i named you faith,it’s because i tried to interrupt her i was your only source of faith then she nodded and said not entirely I named you faith because i thought i had faith for a long time but it turns out i have little to none and with those words I broke I could feel my heart breaking from within and then i spoke no mom ,don’t say so you are the most faithful person I have ever seen, i tried to make her recall, remember when you were kicked out of your house because your name was not on the will, you didn’t fight back because you know you were strong,remember when you left dad because he was being abusive and almost wanted to kill me before i even got to this world, remember raised me all on your own,mom you were brave, knowing that i was in danger and you tried to protect me by leaving the only place you called home to take care of me, mom you were resilient, even though you had to change your name you had to work two jobs just to help with my fees and my feeding, mom you were fearless and putting all your faith in me shows that you were faithful mom and with that we all turned into a sobbing mess with tears and hugs every where.

Afterwards I decided to cook with the little supplies I could only get as far as a peanut sandwich well that would do right well for sure we ate it all up and left no crumbs, then mom fell asleep again but i decided to check on her her body temperature was really hot and I could feel her becoming more sick in the worst possible way in the first place it stated of with her body temperature and then she began to feel feverish and then came shortness of breath, i don’t know what to do I could'nt take her to the hospital because of lack of cash and insurance could'nt even cover medical bills.

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