I'm trying

I'm trying so hard to the point when i talk it sounds like I'm stressing.I try to do things right but it doesn't fit the rights of people.

It's hard managing home and school everyday im trying to prove people wrong about me.No one never wants to hear me I always have to sound a certain way to get my statement out.

I'm trying to be a better child but instead I'm a disappointment and a mistake to people lifestyle.

My grades are starting to drop due to my lack of sleep,stress,vision,and pain but I'm trying.

I'm trying to make people proud but instead I let them down and i cause trouble.

**Hi i'm Nari/Aria and this a story base off my life and events **

I always managed to keep my grades high and average I have a few close friends and I'm always smiling but that's just when i'm at school or any other place but when i'm home everything changes.

I'm the second oldest out of five kids I have more responsibilities i need to complete before i try to make time for myself.

i'm surprised i had time to write this but anyway I'm 15 and i love to write and draw but people see them as garbage and a waste of time I find peace in my writing it feels like i'm pouring everything out of me and i'm lifting weights off my shoulders.

When i'm at school i rarely have time so i'm using this time now to write this story and share my events and feelings.

I feel like I'm constantly pushing myself to the limit, trying so hard to do everything right, but it never seems to be enough. At home, school, everywhere, I'm juggling responsibilities that feel like they're pulling me in different directions, and I can't seem to catch a break. It's exhausting trying to prove people wrong about me, but no matter how hard I strive, it feels like my voice is never truly heard. I have to walk on eggshells, always carefully crafting how I express myself just to get my point across.

I want to be a good kid, but often I end up feeling like a disappointment, a burden to everyone around me. My grades are slipping because of the constant stress, lack of sleep, and the pressure I put on myself to perform. Even though I'm trying to make people proud, I feel like I'm constantly letting them down, causing trouble without even meaning to.

As Nari/Aria, I present a happy face to the world, especially at school, where I have a few close friends. But when I'm home, the facade crumbles. Being the second oldest of five children means I'm always shouldering extra responsibilities, leaving little time for myself. It's a surprise I even managed to write this, but pouring my thoughts onto paper is the only way I can truly express the turmoil inside.

I love writing and drawing, finding peace in creating art that feels like a release of all the burdens I carry. Yet, even my passions are often dismissed as 'garbage' or a waste of time. I wish people could see how much my art means to me, how it helps me cope with the overwhelming pressure of trying to be perfect.

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