my diary 2

Today's weather is very good,,, and also I must tell the reader that this is a personal dairy,,, and also it is from my personal experience and what happened like what you read in my diary 1,,, but also it's full of ups and down so I'm going to be telling my problems here because I can't open up to my parents or to my best frIend. Actually It's pretty hard to open up to people surrounding you because you never know when they will backstab you or like talk behind my back and I hate that kind of people where they act kind In front of you but when you expect them to not judge you but it's actually the other way around. I can't help but have a trust issue like when they don't understand what it feels like to get judge or get compared they just say like your so over reacting your so OA and I don't like it like what the actual fuck hahaha I can't help but laugh,,, and they just say your so nonchalant you don't have emotional intelligence but what can I say you all made me like this. You know I just wish that I was a ghost and that no one can see me or hear me because I'm so fucking sick of there yapping mouth and it's so fucking hard to cope when you the one always adjusting. I'm so fucking tired I just want to disappear from this fucking world,,, and I'm so sick like what the actual fuck that is so fucking tiring and I'm freaking wondering what do I have to do so that they can accept me for who I am. it so fucking hard to please them,,, but I'm done pleasing them I'm pretty done like who are they to deserve my praise it's so fucking hard like why can't they understand that I'm a freaking jelly or should I say I'm pretty much jealous and that girl I want to freaking pull her hair because she's touching my man,,, but it's okay I guess I don't have any reason to be jealous because and I don't have the authority to be jelly hahaha.my life is so fuck up, but I don't care any more I can live alone I don't need you.I'mm going to prove to you that this is the person that you wasted I'm going to fucking prove it. I don't need you in my life I can fucking live alone I don't need any of you presence by the way good luck with you new girl because you're going to need it. Furthermore, I don't fucking care any more I can live a single life but still thank you because I learned a lesson that I'm so fucking boring and it is not hard to leave me I learned that I don't need any guy to to be my boyfriend because that type of a person is a jerk and a bastard.

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