The red color of night.....

so the journey of dark if different hard and mostly painful it's like you give yourself a thing or just a puzzle to solve without pieces its different but you have the clue what you are doing.....

It was my birthday everyone was happy me too and there were lot of people around me to make that day special for me but I never imagine that they will make the day that much special for me...

You know you have different peices of your souls one is dark one is bright one is cruel and one is afraid to face the reality I guess I was experiencing every piece of mine taht day that was wonderful night with snakes and the cake which was delicious it was sweet I was not alone at that time i was happy you know i am most happy when its night it's dark you know everyone is like me everyone is blind the darkness cures my anxiety of being a different person it's like i am at my own world and my world is most beautiful for me unless in that dark someone's red eyes keep staring at you and wanted to rip your soul apart but that's a thing when you are with strangers and with someone harmful that's was not case for me I was really happy that I am with my family I never could've imagine something so good will happen to me and when you constantly think of bad that intuition of your happen if you don't want to think about the elephant the elephant will appear in most of your expects like it is hunting you ...you know we always justify things the way we want despite of the situations like we can never be wrong or we can never hurt someone ....you must be thinking what so bad about being blind many people in world are blind and they are happy but every story has many sides yeah it's not that bad to be blind but that pity in people eyes the sympathy we can feel even if we can't see it it's not like we don't need it just like that it make us different from you and yes I am different when you think of expressing yourself you see in that person's eye and say the things you want to think but somehow I can't do that but I can feel the intensity of touch I can hear the feel in voice the breath also says lot of things when we are close to some person we really love his every move his every action tells lot of things you can see things you can't see.....

why I am telling this all today you must be wondering why so much description why so much words why so feel cause it can make me see the things I don't want to see even if God give me eyes to see I don't want to see them there is something I buried deep inside of me I never want be seen my people or hear it....

because that night something happen that i don't really wanted to be seen by me .......

That night was cruel for me....

I am afraid.......

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