my child why..

As she woke up from the Slaughter House, she found herself covered with a lot of blood and on her dress she found her loved sons neck stabbed and bled to death. She screamed so loud that the people in the village herd her, but all were given money saying that the Slaughter House was haunted and was not supposed to go there.

Yu Yan with no other option took a shovel and dug a pit, and brought her child from the room and rapped him with the extra clothes she had worn and rapped him with it as she was going to see him the last time.

Then Yu Yan took all the jewellery and went to the lake and removed all the extra cloths and only wore her undergarments and went in to the lake a took a shower and washed her clothes and jewellery.

Then she went to the village sold all her jewellery in exchange of money and then went to a medical store and asked to check and she found out that she was poisoned with a deadly poison and would die within a month.

She then brought a tomb stones for her children Mei and Ming and she went and bought a house for herself and placed the two grave stone there and asked one orphan lad to accompany her to the slaughter house and dig out her son and he did the exact, she bought and placed him there and did a proper ceremony. she asked the lad (Shui) to stay with her. he was a kind lad an she trusted him and asked him to live in her house.

After two days he asked her story and she told story from her childhood ,then she told her problem about her weeding and her struggle in her pregnancy and her child birth and then there death and also all the things that happened in her life and also told she will die in a month and he must take care of this house and if any royal or any rich guy comes in search for her ,he must say that he never saw her and if they ask more show these grave and say that those are the grave of his wife and his children.

At the end she told Him her identity, he was shocked he told a rumour that was running wild in the country. that the crown princess died so the concubine Ju will be that she will be the new bride of, the 6th prince and they will marry this week. she replied saying that a dog found his bitch and they are the best couple match made in hell, she was not jealous but was angry for the sins he and his concubine did.

Weeks pasted the last two days of the life was left she took a pendent she kept with her and wore and started to chant a song thought by her late grandmother she also sang that.

My body will die,

My soul will fly,

I wish another soul will come and complete my dream,

I wish that a lady who will die like me will help me,

I will help all the once who need help

I will kill the once to killed

I will sacrifice myself for my children suffering

As she sang she started to cough blood and then she called Shui and gave this pendent and told if he can he should take her to the kingdom of the north and give my dead body and my pendent saying that he was her Highness royal male servant and she wrote me this and signed it too.

While she was dying inside her body,

She wrote a letter and wrote in it

[Dear Father;

My days are Counted;

My daughter died when she was 2 months old and my son when he was 7 months, I am dying indeed, I need some help you might get my letter and my body I requested my thrusted servant to bring me here .

Dad and mom:

Please tell my laws that I found on a lake bank weak and fragile dew to poisoning, My husband is cruel and his concubine killed my children and poisoned me to death and I have begged to god to Reincarnate a soul in me so if I die and I wake up again please tell all the things that happened to me all the detail ,please!

I want revenge for my life and kids I want please dad and mom take care my body should be taken care off and make sure I am fed even I am dead and make a grave for my soul and for my children, please!

My son’s name is Ming and my daughter’s Mei and I love to make a royal grave for your grandchildren please dad!

Dad and Mom bye,

I might not be able to see you in my short life I wish that if I reincarnate please don’t miss treat her take care of her like you always do please dad.

Your loving daughter

Yu Yan

]

After she wrote the letter she felt that her life is moving out or fading away from her body and there are only few more hours left. She took some incense sticks and went in front of her child grave and sat there watching the sky .She started to weep in grief and then could feel blood running down her nose ,ears and her eyes bleed dark crimson blood.

She tries to stand but falls on the ground not able to move and loses her last breath calling out her child “MING AND MEI MAMA WAS NOT ABLE TO PROTECT YOU I PROMISE THAT I WILL BECOME A BETTER MOTHER IN MY NEXT LIFE”.

She spoke loud and Shui came running and he saw the incense stick and also remembered that he was supposed to take her highness to the Emperor of the North he was in the village in the north and it was not that far to go to the Emperor

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