Masochistic Sonder

Masochistic Sonder

Chapter One: “Cleopatra You’re Endless”

Chapter One: “Cleopatra You’re Endless”

"I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE" I cried my eyes out as I looked at my guardian spirit, her eyes were full of love and commotion as she delicately adjusted the little white daisy in my Afro.

Her hands were so delicate and her skin glowed under the white rays of the starts, her skin was as dark as charcoal and my tears seemed to upset her even more.

"I don't need to die, do I?" I asked confused.

"This is just how life goes my beautiful Cleopatra, you're endless but you need this time to rest, you need the specific stop in your life to regenerate enough energy to get closer to becoming yourself" she said, her gentle voice seemed to be laying loving kisses upon my skin and it sent shivers all around my cold body.

"Kem is your skin and believe my thoughts you'll live a better and serene next life" she said as she held my hand and our eyes locked, she was beautiful she was just like a sister to me someone I could reach out when I needed confort, she pointed her finger towards my vein and I could hear the rushing of my blood through my veins in my ear.

"I regretted every moment when I gave you this life, the universe will listen to anything you ask goddess or just demand it straight away, this is your life all I'm doing is preparing you to this process but then later it will depend all on you" she smiled at me and I tried to smile back though my tears I felt happiness.

"I don't want to cry in front of you" I begged holding the white gallebaya dress she dressed me in.

"Do you want me to take you to Mut?" she said kindly taking in her other hand mine.

"Yes, please" I answered politely.

She walked me towards a high pyramid and as I looked at her, her chin was raised towards the tip of the pyramid and she smiled as bright as day and pointed to the top.

"Want me to take you to her?" She asked again and I smiled but deep inside I was scared I had never witnessed whatever was happening at the moment.

She held me by her hand and we started to walk up the stairs, she smiled more and more but still I felt sad and still I felt like giving up.

"Who stands before me, behind these walls?" I heard a beautiful soothing calm voice behind the bricks.

"It's me goddess" my guardian spirit responded like she already knew Mut knew her.

"Amun-Ra my king I'll leave your side and go check, I'm having visitors, you may come and salute if needed or I might salute in your place" I heard behind the walls.

They're relationship sounded so pure, down to earth and reciprocate, they both seemed to treat each other like king and queens of their own lives I felt like where I was wasn't deserving of me.

My guardian walked me closer to the gate and as we entered she stepped behind.

In front of me sat the most gorgeous person I had ever seen, who so called Mut sat in front on me our eyes met and she looked shy even tho she had her head up.

She wore two crowns: the United crown of Upper and Lower Egypt on her head and wore a blue dress as dark as the night skies and held in her hands an ankh and she wore the feathers of goddess Ma'at at her beautiful feet.

"Welcome" She gave me a motherly smile and she stood up and sat back right down, I bowed before her and stood straight back up.

"You must be scared of rebirth, child, your skin might not be totally kem but in your subconscious and dna they tell me you belong here that you're meant to be part of the universe vibrations, are you upset?" she asked and I didn't speak I just felt my answer upon my skin and she knew.

"Your mind is troubled, you see you're an energy being you cannot be created nor destroyed and the atoms in your body move as you walk, you're the whole universe but you just express yourself in your what's so called body" she said.

"My husband Amun-Ra is as busy as day and he would have loved to welcome you home princess, salute from both of us" she said and giggled a little.

I simply bowed again saying "more than honoured".

"I guess this is another prospective of life" I thought.

"Princess, your past life might have been hard but things will get better in this new one, you just have to choose wisely but must importantly choose for yourself and keep your life balanced; talk to your guardian spirit whenever your needed and they will answer back and never limit yourself because all chances are endless" she concluded.

"May you go now, she's waiting for you outside, you'll be missed" she said and smiled.

A/N-

Hello, flower.

Thank you so much for having a go at this story, at the moment it’s not on any other platforms I just want to see what would happened if I published my novel here.

Pretty please any support would be appreciated!

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