My Fear

Going thru darkness what can i do but wait for it to take me.. every night sleepless nights . fear of death in my sleep

mask that laugh

masks that smile

only what is hiding .. the shadows will eat me alive

truth be told . I say i am fine ..i dont need help but saying i can handle it myself

hear nothing trust no one ..

they must not seek my gemela .

by all means necessary i wont .let it get to me but now weak to the bone counting .. days . light is far gone..

in the night he hides near me observing taking notes ask of his name he only shows a mask that spliits .. his eyes blood red..

lost in the thought of being hunted

A ult-cay is fter-ay me .

better u just accept my fate ..promise to those who would care .. wen the time comes .only the righteous...will be seeen and my sins i will have to pay for

njoying-ay y-may. ast-lay ays-day

I failed.

understand and look the other way dont dig to deep better to protect alone from. far. than to hurt

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these are the things i see .they hide and act like pple facing wont kill me. but i ask fot it to be fast .. let me dive into the depths of t all

I cannot juustify . my actions.. regret is my key..

keep . your mouth to your self and do not be troubled .. for the ones that choose this path off of righteous...

only last wish

"Igpay Atinlay Ofway Ethay Oulsay"

Ostlay inay ethay issabay ofway arknessday,

Eelingfay ikelay ifelay isway ustjay a arkday essmay.

Iredtay ofway ovinglay, utbay on'tday opstay,

Aneway acefay, a ilesmay, upidstay op.

Aymay artsay urnsbay, aymay oulsay iescray,

Ightnay anday ayday, evernay owknay ywhay.

Everyway aceday a amefay, otionemay ewnay,

Aselfay inhay a askmay, inhay a endlessway oonlay.

Iway idehay aymay azegay, atchway omfray afarway,

Okenbray eamsdray, ivenray ybay afarway arstay.

Egretsray ushedpay itway allway awayway,

Houghtthay itway asway ightray — owknay owlay Iway aypray.

Eedsay ownsay ithway oisonpay, ordsway unsaidway,

Oicechay akenstay, oulshay avehay aidsspay.

Onfessioncay ockedlay inway a oldgay ellcay,

Oday ouyay earhay? Oday ouyay ellstay?

Eythay evernay avegay a oicechay, a ancelay,

Oway explainway ethay ainpay, orway a elltay ancechay.

Evernay istenedlay, ustjay udgedjay ethay aimflay,

Arriedcay ethay urdenbay, iledsmay ithway ameshay.

AreSpay emay, ishay oulsay eedsnay ightlay,

Iway askway orfay orgivenessfay, isthay ainpay isn’tway ightray.

Iway antway otay ucksay ethay airway inway,

Utbay aymay eartshay ustjay indsway inway ainpay.

Eslay yselfmay orfay owknay ownknay,

Incesay uthrtray ashay evernay ownshayay.

Illstay Iway aitway, orfay ethay imetay otay elltay,

Orfay ethay utetray omentmay, enwhay aymay oulsay anscay ellsmay.

Iway atchway, Iway aitway, ustjay ikeelay isthay,

Iderhay emay eartshay inhay a okenbray kissway.

EryCray okenbray earsstay, utbay oday ouyay eelay?

Eryvay ilemsay aymay oolstay, utbay onenay areway ealray.

Epthay inyay isthay avenhay ofway adnessmay,

Ethay askmay owhay Iway earway isway ymay adnessmay.

Iway areddtay ofway eelingfay, ofway ovinglay, ofway opelay,

Andway etyay Iway earpray orfay omeonesay otay opehay.

Everynay oiceday eardhay asway ustjay oundsay,

Ethay alkwalk ethay aloneway, atchingway oundgray.

Erethay’sway amesflay insideway, utbay onay oneway eesay,

Ymay urdensbay ayplay inhay ilentsay eescray.

Oday ouyay nowkay owHay aymay eartshay achescray?

Oday ouyay eltfay ovelay atchingsway itway reakbray?

Ayday ybay ayday, aytonay ybay ightnay,

Aightfray aystays, onay endway inway ightssay.

Iway avehay iddenhay, uckedtay awayway,

Avinglay ecretssay atway idn'tday avehay otaytay.

Iway evernay adhay a ancelay otay explainway ywhay,

Utbay oday ouyay earhay eethay utetray ycray?

EasePlay, earHay emay, on'tday urntay awayway,

Iway amway okenbray, andway Iway antway otay aystay.

Isthay isn’tway ustjay oryfay orway attentionway,

Isthay isway a oulsay’sway openbray ensiontay.

Erethay isway othingnay eftlay otay ivegay,

Ustay a aysway otay eepkay ethay illway otay ivegay.

OrgiveFay emay, ishay aymay inalFay equestray,

Oday ouyay owknay, Iway idway ymay estbay?

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