The Never Ending Abyss Of Darkness
I'm an average looking 17 year old girl brown hair, brown eyes, not too pretty and that's how it's always been. My beast friend on the other hand looks like a model straight out of a magazine blonde hair, bright blue eyes and a flawless skin even her name Gegorail sounds seductive.
Boys are always lining up infront of her but I had a feeling she had no interest in any of them. It seemed like her attention was diverted to one boy only, his name is Zeref, we were close friends once but after seeing my best friend drool over him I decided it would be best if we stopped everything before it escalated. I still remember him begging to know the answer behind my decision but I couldn't bare to tell him I felt like I cherished our relationship more than the friendship me and my best friend had for more than seven years so I kept my mouth shut and now the only thing between us is akwardness and then there is the part where I suspected Gegorial may like him. After our relationship dried out I felt like I had no one to confide in or just gossip for fun, it felt like a piece of me was missing and sometimes I even wonder if I did the right thing to push someone away that wasn't a threat. "Luna" Yes that's my name and it's probably the only unique thing about me and suddenly I was pulled from my abyss of thoughts when Gegorial called my name. "Yes" I answered flustered and embarrassed that I didn't even hear a single thing she said while I was deep in thought. Then she asked again if I was still coming to the gathering and in her language it meant a party with boys and I really didn't feel like it but she kept promising they won't be anything illegal or dangerous as if I'd believe her after I almost got in big trouble with my parent for coming home smelling like cigarettes and I didn't even touch the stuff. But she kept moaning and begging so loud it felt like I might yell at her to shut it so I finally gave in. Now the only thing I have to do is thinking of what I have to tell my parents and the math period we have after the bell rings indicating much brake is over.
When the last period of school came I started feeling restless and as if that wasn't enough we have biology but it has nothing to do with the subject it's the fact that Zeref is sitting right next to me which made my stomach turn upside down thinking about the thoughts I had during brake about the past. It felt like you could cut the the thick cloud of silence between us with a knife so I chose to ignore him rather than saying something stupid and look like an idiot. The last five minutes it just felt like I had to check the time because this period just isn't doing me any good and I'm so nervous I might die so I decided to sneak my phone out of my hoodie's pocket but then I felt a warm hand on mine pushing my hand back into my pocket. When I looked up I was staring right into his forest green eyes and he mouthed that the teacher is watching me so I mouthed back thank you but you didn't have to do that and then he just turned away. While I kept staring bluntly the bell rang and cut through my thoughts once again. I've never tried to escape a class as fast as I did today making my way to the side gate. Then I heard someone calling my name and it was a boys voice and then it hit me that is Zeref's voice and I turned around freezing like a statue as I heard him calling my name again. Everywhere around us learners were pushing, shouting and talking and just when I felt like I lost my balance someone grabbed my arm from behind...
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