telling truth is better

Every one wish is to had money in this world and even rich once want to become richer. Yes I am born in a rich family where I had no mom but had dad and grandma who love me alot. I do go to school but I know that all schoolmate think me as a strange girl as I know I'm unique as compare to others. When I was 13 years old there is 5 girls all from rich families and really really close to each other that in school, they are popular for their name group name angles as they sing and dance well!

Actually I am also one of them...Those days we all spend together are memorable and precious and because of our popularity we even get invitation to form a new girlgroup and we are are so happy about it, But who knows that the new girl group will select only 4 where we are 5 and the result is not out yet.

Going back to home I went to my fathers room to tell the news and what I saw is my father talking to doctor in phone and I know that they are talking about me as I had something going in my body and once in a month dad always take me to the hospital for check up and that time I unfortunately heard...

Dad saying "how much can my daughter stay... please sir I will give you everything that you want! But please find a way that my daughter will be cured please I can't go in the same pain when my wife died...please sir please! " It was my first time that I saw my dad eyes with full of tears in it with a very sad expression. That time I was like shocked not because of knowing that I had not much time but because my dad expression towards it 😭 and what about my granny how will she react toward it?... 😶

That night I didn't sleep, thinking about if I am going to die then how my dear ones feels if they'll know it. From that day I keep in my mind that I I can't make new friends nor I do love any one new as I don't wanna heard them. About my besties tomorrow we'll know who will get selected and I am scared not because I will not get selected in group but because from my 4 best friends, I am closest with Youna and I am scared that will she get selected or not?...

What I am scared of...that happened...Youna cried and that time I don't know what to do?..so without thinking I directly said to the producer "Sir! sorry but i don't want to join this girl group" And Youna get selected but she even cry more as...ofcourse as a best friend who won't know that other side is doing it for for her....right?

But a while later I don't know why the producer came to me and said he will make me a star as I actually dance and sing well, seems like he knows that why I leave and he said through it I can also stay with my friends and I am not sure about it to agree or not. He told me to think about it.

Then we Bestie's went to celebrate it as party for the selection but I can feel that they are not happy as I am not in the group...but in my mind I want to tell them that" I had not much time gay's " as I don't want it to be like an movie show that someone not telling other that they are dying as I know they'll gonna hurt one-day so telling now is much better but first I want to tell them about the producer and I did and out of the blue I saw a very big smile on their face and I don't want to ruin that smile but surtainly they shout like a crazy "accept that producer contract...accept accept"....

But I certainly stand up and I tell them directly that "I need to tell you guy's something very serious that I had not much time left and..." Surtainly tear rolled in my eye and it's coming down like an water droplets 💧, With a sad face having tears in all eyes I came to know that they actually knew it already!..what?... yes they knew it already through their parents!

But they kept it as an secret from me and I cried even more as they didn't tell me! Youna said "Lily we know that you'll get hurt and you know we don't want to hurt you"...I understand it! I know, they really care and love me alot and if I'm one of them then, I'll also do the same!

And I said "gay's now you all know so let's change the topic" but They're like "Lily promise us that you'll accept that producer contract" and with no words I send message to the producer that I agreed!...Actually since small my aim is to become an idol, they all knew it well 😆......

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