IF ONLY THESE MOMENTS COULD STAY FOREVER

1 PROLOGUE 

2 PROLOGUE PART 2 + AUTHOR'S NOTE 

3 THE NEW TRANSFER STUDENT: LEKIR NEYQAYYL 

4 THE START OF SOMETHING STUPIDLY BEAUTIFUL 

5 NIGHTINGALE TRIO: LATE-NIGHT CONVERSATION 

6 FATE'S CRUEL TIMING 

7 DRENCHED SECRETS & DEFLECTIONS 

8 THE SPACE BETWEEN BLOOD AND SILENCE 

9 BENEATH THE SMILE 

10 WHERE IT HURTS, I JOKE 

11 A WISHING JAR & HANDMADE GLOVES 

12 WHEN THE BELLS RINGS, I PRETEND AGAIN 

13 A PLACE I MIGHT CALL SAFE 

14 SPECIAL CHAPTER: THERE'S A GHOST INSIDE THE GYM! 

15 IF ONLY THESE MOMENTS COULD STAY FOREVER 

16 COUNTING DAYS BEFORE THE PIECES OF MY BEATING HEART FALLING APART 