the diary..

And one day when you wake up to the break

of dawn,

And realise that I am already gone,

Do not let this agony of separation melt you down,

Like the detached leaves in the autumn,

Which fail to get back their pieces in the right place.

For you shall find me in everything that you once loved.

Like the first sip of coffee,

The lines of your favorite book,

The splash of the rain at your windowsill,

The wind which caries away all the tears from your eyes and the grief from your heart in a single blow.

You shall find me in everything that I once used to love.

When you look within your eyes in the mirror you shall find me.

Because probably that's the thing I have loved the most in my entire life.

My eyes were watered and my heart was in pain and a tear of mine fell on that page of, his diary, I never knew he loved me so much, I think, it's because I was never concerned about his feelings. I was so selfish that time. It is rightly said what you so, is what you get and I sowed loneliness, selfishness, hatred and now after 5 years I am getting it back. I didn't know the true meaning of love but he knew, his every word was true, direct from his heart, he never was selfish and never will be but I was but what 's the use I have lost him (crying ). I want to read more, now I only have his diary and he has gone so far that now I can't reach him anymore. I turned the page....

It all started 5 years ago....

It was dark like the black hole, it was pulling me inside it. I thought it was a dream but then itself I was drowned inside that. When I opened my eyes it was still dark. I thought what is seriously happening with me, I thought it was my end but suddenly then a girl appeared. She was pretty , she was stunning, she was hot and incredibly beautiful I thought she was my saviour or an angel so I was stepping in front to touch her. Suddenly I realized that something was wrong I backed off step by step back..... Back.... Back and she started coming towards me..... It was getting horrible she wasn't stopping I was so scared that I screamed "help''..... Anyone help.

And she suddenly stopped. She told" don't be afraid of me I want you I love you..... You are too kind that impressed me I want to take you with me. I was relaxed and felt super happy to know that I was only not the person who fell in love on first sight I told her I loved her too. She was happy and the smile on her face was incredible. I had so many questions about her and wanted to ask. For my surprise she suddenly told you can ask me any one question you want. I was happy but a little bit confused. I thought it would have been a coincidence. Ask she said.. I asked her who she was??? Her expressions changed from a smile to a sad one. I told if you don't wanna answer then don't. She spoke up no its ok. In a very cold expression she told "dark".... I am dark..... I was speechless at the moment... Don't be afraid please she said and started to cry. Don't cry i said. There was no reason to cry it was just her name that must have been given to her by her parents i told her. She told do you still love me?! I told yes whoever you are ,you are a good person from your heart don't worry i will love you forever... She told in her coldest tone "I have a black heart which is only for evil doings I am dark from inside and we can't be together because I am dark and you are light... I was astonished by listening this..... and suddenly everything shut off like a T. V..... I woke up.... It was all a dream. Even if it was a dream she would be mine even if she was dark, everybody gets a chance to become light (good) and I would do anything to get her and change her from dark to light...

I thought it was a dream so I left it as it was but that girl was so beautiful that her appearance from my mind could not go. All the day I was thinking about her and those last words '' I am dark and you are light... We can't be together ''. What those words meant, I still can't understand even if she is dark or evil some goodness inside every one is..

I kept wondering about this all the time and couldn't concentrate in anything

Oh I am so sorry I didn't do my introduction I am Kelvin Hastings, a 21 year old man who is a very handsome and good looking man..I think. My eyes are blue like an ocean...

I'm still wondering about dark i want to meet her again and tell her how I feel about her and even if she is evil I don't care and I know I will change her to light by my love for her and love her infinite....

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