Id Rather Be a Substitute

Id Rather Be a Substitute

The Beginning of a Fight

My name is Luna. I'm the youngest daughter of the Carpio family.

Today I turn nineteen.

And like every other day, I leave the house late, heading to work, making sure no one sees me. Ever since my stepsister arrived a month ago, everything has turned into a living hell. Before, I only had to dodge my stepmother. Now I have to avoid both of them, as if walking among vipers has become routine.

They're in the living room, as always, sipping tea and talking about marriages like they're bank transactions.

"Mother, I have so many marriage proposals," Estrella says with a triumphant air.

"I'll give you one week. If Fernando doesn't send his proposal by then, you'll marry one of the men who already have," my stepmother replies, in that cold tone of someone who's never known love — only power.

"I'm not about to clear the path for some other woman with Fernando. If I marry someone else, I won't be able to marry him," Estrella says, making it clear that for her, marriage is a trophy.

"That won't happen. You're the most beautiful woman among all the powerful families. The ladies fight to have you in their circles."

"I know. Today at the shoot, the views went up just because they announced I'd be the lead. I've barely been back and everyone's already flocking to me. I'm not going to waste my beauty on someone like Limber. He's a bitter recluse who never leaves his house. The only reason I'd marry him would be so Luna could watch the love of her childhood propose to me... and not to her."

"You were always more beautiful than her," my stepmother declares with that venomous smile I know so well.

"Thank you, Mother. With Fernando, I'll have everything: fame, money, and a man who gives me status. I want people to envy me for having him. If he hasn't married anyone yet, it's because he was waiting for me."

Her words sting. Though I'd never admit it out loud, Limber was more than a neighbor to me. He was my friend, my confidant, my first love. But now he's a powerful man, influenced by his parents... and a far cry from the person I once knew.

I come down the stairs carefully, but there's no avoiding being seen.

"Luna, where are you going?" my stepmother asks, as if my very existence is an inconvenience.

"Just heading out, Stepmother," I reply, keeping my voice flat.

"Look, Mother — the clothes she's wearing," Estrella says with a sneer, eyeing my pants, long-sleeved shirt, and sneakers.

"Go change. You're not leaving my house looking like that," my stepmother orders, as though she still has any moral authority.

"And change into what, exactly? Which of the clothes you've bought me?" I shoot back without flinching.

She stands up, furious, and walks toward me. Her eyes are daggers.

"I tolerate you only because of the love I had for your father. If it were up to me, I'd have thrown you out the first day I set foot in this house."

"Love? Don't kid yourself. It's that... or because I haven't reached the required age yet and my father's will can't be read until I do."

"How insolent! I've given you a roof, food, clothes... and this is how you repay me?"

"What food? What clothes? I work to support myself. I've never depended on you — even though you spend my father's money on your daughter."

She tries to grab my arm, but I pull free before she can get a grip. My skin burns just from her attempted touch.

"Let her go, Mother. She's just in the way here," Estrella adds, as if her opinion matters.

I say nothing. I just walk out without looking back. I follow the path to the double gate at the front of the house. I push it open just enough to slip through, remembering how as a little girl I used to love watching it open automatically. I chose that gate. And now I feel like I don't even have the right to touch it.

It's been exactly one year since my father died of a heart attack. And even though I try not to blame him... I do. He left me alone with these two snakes. I know he's in heaven now, beside my mother, and it hurts to admit it... but I resent him. For leaving me with them. For trusting the wrong person.

I walk several blocks to catch the bus. I get to work late — again, because of them. I slip in through the back door of the club and change quickly: uniform, apron, hair pulled up. I knock on the door of one of the private rooms.

"Good evening, gentlemen. I'm Lulu, your server, and I'll be taking care of you tonight."

Nobody uses their real name here. The clients don't need to know who we are. "Lulu" was the first thing that came to mind the first time I stammered trying to say my real name. And it stuck.

The men order bottles. I write everything down and step out. I pass by the girls who keep the clients company. Some are friends, others are just coworkers. They get called in for parties, celebrations, or important business meetings. I head to the bar, take a deep breath, and go back with the bottles.

I pour the drinks; the girls do their thing. Then I excuse myself and head to the common area — the terraces across the three levels. That's where I work the rest of the night.

When the club closes, the boss calls us in for the end-of-night meeting. We get paid weekly. He hands me an envelope thicker than usual.

"Why is there more money?" I ask, surprised.

"Same client as always left you a tip. Said you took good care of him."

One of the girls gives me a knowing smile.

"Lulu, why don't you switch positions? You'd make more. And if you don't want anyone touching you, just say so. Sleeping with clients isn't mandatory. It's just companionship. You're really pretty — they always ask about you."

"Thanks... but I'm fine where I am," I answer, same as always.

I change and leave in the same clothes I wore that morning. I walk along the sidewalk and, as has become my habit, detour to the park a block from the club. I sit on the same bench as always.

It starts to rain. I don't move. I let the drops soak my clothes, my hair, my soul.

I think about how I used to read "Cinderella" and wonder if anyone could really be that cruel to another woman's daughter. And yes — yes, they can. A year ago, I couldn't take the house anymore. I went out and found a job. Estrella left to study theater abroad on my father's money. I found this job, paid for my last year of high school, and I save every penny for when I turn twenty and the will is finally read. Until then, I can't leave. If I go... they'll take everything.

"Oh, Dad..." I whisper to the sky. "Marrying her was the worst mistake you ever made. And giving your last name to the daughter of my mother's sister was even worse."

You always said you did it because they were a mother and daughter who'd been abandoned, but all you did was complicate my life. You said I needed a mother figure... but I would've rather gone without one.

I remember the day my aunt showed up asking for a place to stay. Her husband had left them. My mother had just died. I was only four... and I still remember her. I thought my aunt could take her place. I was wrong. She'll never be my mother. She never was.

And now, one year after you left, I'm the one who has to endure them. I'm the one waiting to turn twenty so I can reclaim what little you left behind. In the meantime, I hold on to the only thing no one can take from me: my dignity.

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Lena Munoz

Lena Munoz

Feel sorry for Luna but she is strong and will survive...

2025-07-27

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Kathleen Irvin

Kathleen Irvin

Lulu has big problem, so far I like the story

2025-07-25

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Episodes
1 The Beginning of a Fight
2 Secrets and Appearances
3 The Unexpected Encounter
4 Who Was He?
5 Rage and Pain
6 The Second Encounter
7 Unfinished Business
8 An Unexpected Proposal
9 A Dangerous Deal
10 Secrets and Lies
11 Between Doubts and Truths
12 Farewell to the House of Bitter Memories
13 An Unexpected Return
14 Things Start Looking Up
15 The Unexpected Reunion
16 Looks That Speak
17 The Substitute Wife
18 A Legal Marriage Without Love
19 An Unexpected Closeness
20 Revelations and Tension
21 A Very Tempting Request
22 Between Reason and Desire
23 Confusion and Passion
24 The Past That Binds Us
25 The Truth Behind the Lie
26 Dropping the Masks
27 The Move That Decides Everything
28 One Fewer Doubt
29 Between Kisses and Secrets
30 An Unexpected Connection
31 Chocolate, Cookies, and Promises
32 Truths That Hurt
33 What Happened That Day
34 Between Risk and Desire
35 Shadows Between Glasses
36 What Goes Unsaid Burns
37 Jealousy, Desire, and Confessions
38 After the Fire
39 As If It Were a Dream
40 Dana Will Live with Us
41 What Happened That Night
42 Shadows of Yesterday
43 What the Silence Was Hiding
44 Truths and Oaths
45 Truths That Burn
46 A Very Tempting Offer
47 As If It Were a Dream
48 Out of My Life but Not My Heart
49 Uncomfortable Questions
50 An Unexpected Result
51 The Decision That Changes Everything
52 New Plans, New Life
53 When the Past Comes Knocking
54 The High Price of Wanting to Know
55 Pain and Duplicity
56 Pieces Coming Together, Others Falling Apart
57 Remembering the Day of the Accident
58 Echoes of Truth
59 Family Tension
60 Moving Pieces on the Board
61 Dawns That Hurt with Truths
62 Nothing Will Stop Me
63 A Difficult Decision
64 Face to Face
65 Victory Is Applauded Standing
66 One Glass
67 A Truce in the Storm
68 When Lips Stay Silent but the Body Speaks
69 Before the Abyss
70 Truth Has a Price
71 Surprises at the Worst Time
72 Darkness with No Way Out
73 Stronger Than Fear
74 The Game of Deception
75 My Strategy Is Madness
76 Survival
77 I Found You
78 Signature and Desperation
79 Rebirth in His Arms
80 Extreme Suffering
81 The End of the Darkness
82 Reunion and Intense Emotions
83 Plans and Challenges
84 Marry Me, Baby
85 A Kiss Before Business
86 A Proposal Between the Sheets
87 Only Mine
88 You Deserve More
89 Not an Ending — the Beginning of Their Story
90 Epilogue
Episodes

Updated 90 Episodes

1
The Beginning of a Fight
2
Secrets and Appearances
3
The Unexpected Encounter
4
Who Was He?
5
Rage and Pain
6
The Second Encounter
7
Unfinished Business
8
An Unexpected Proposal
9
A Dangerous Deal
10
Secrets and Lies
11
Between Doubts and Truths
12
Farewell to the House of Bitter Memories
13
An Unexpected Return
14
Things Start Looking Up
15
The Unexpected Reunion
16
Looks That Speak
17
The Substitute Wife
18
A Legal Marriage Without Love
19
An Unexpected Closeness
20
Revelations and Tension
21
A Very Tempting Request
22
Between Reason and Desire
23
Confusion and Passion
24
The Past That Binds Us
25
The Truth Behind the Lie
26
Dropping the Masks
27
The Move That Decides Everything
28
One Fewer Doubt
29
Between Kisses and Secrets
30
An Unexpected Connection
31
Chocolate, Cookies, and Promises
32
Truths That Hurt
33
What Happened That Day
34
Between Risk and Desire
35
Shadows Between Glasses
36
What Goes Unsaid Burns
37
Jealousy, Desire, and Confessions
38
After the Fire
39
As If It Were a Dream
40
Dana Will Live with Us
41
What Happened That Night
42
Shadows of Yesterday
43
What the Silence Was Hiding
44
Truths and Oaths
45
Truths That Burn
46
A Very Tempting Offer
47
As If It Were a Dream
48
Out of My Life but Not My Heart
49
Uncomfortable Questions
50
An Unexpected Result
51
The Decision That Changes Everything
52
New Plans, New Life
53
When the Past Comes Knocking
54
The High Price of Wanting to Know
55
Pain and Duplicity
56
Pieces Coming Together, Others Falling Apart
57
Remembering the Day of the Accident
58
Echoes of Truth
59
Family Tension
60
Moving Pieces on the Board
61
Dawns That Hurt with Truths
62
Nothing Will Stop Me
63
A Difficult Decision
64
Face to Face
65
Victory Is Applauded Standing
66
One Glass
67
A Truce in the Storm
68
When Lips Stay Silent but the Body Speaks
69
Before the Abyss
70
Truth Has a Price
71
Surprises at the Worst Time
72
Darkness with No Way Out
73
Stronger Than Fear
74
The Game of Deception
75
My Strategy Is Madness
76
Survival
77
I Found You
78
Signature and Desperation
79
Rebirth in His Arms
80
Extreme Suffering
81
The End of the Darkness
82
Reunion and Intense Emotions
83
Plans and Challenges
84
Marry Me, Baby
85
A Kiss Before Business
86
A Proposal Between the Sheets
87
Only Mine
88
You Deserve More
89
Not an Ending — the Beginning of Their Story
90
Epilogue

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