It was never about me

1 Velnara kingdom 

2 In the dungeons 

3 I'm reborn 

4 Fake illness 

5 Help 

6 Desperate 

7 Runway bride 

8 Chaos and lies 

9 freedom doesn't mean safety 

10 The price behind every betray 

11 special 

12 The bond mark 

13 Three days 

14 I don't regret 

15 The bond ritual 

16 Unremembered pain 

17 memories that were never left 

18 New beginning 

19 Live 

20 Kim estate 

21 Don't want revenge 

22 I'm not a game 

23 Flashback(In the dungeons) 

24 Dreams that felt real 

25 Loyalty over life 

26 Dangerous thoughts 

27 Watching 

28 Lingering feelings 

29 Who are you? 

30 Needle and thread 

31 Find someone for me 

32 Those who bled for me 

33 run toward him 

34 The serpent 

35 Starvation 

36 Spy, war dressed in silk 

37 Past life (Small wounds) 

38 Past life(protect the crown or family) 

39 Past life (the first seed planted) 

40 I know how it feels... 

41 New chapter with purpose 

42 Someone I have forgotten 

43 Shadows 

44 New life with purpose 

45 No right to love 

46 Like him 

47 The day they took him 

48 Author note 

49 Justice 

50 Just the beginning 

51 I need answers 

52 I care, duty 

53 Potential treason 

54 Silent help 

55 Cloaked man 

56 Always a coward 

57 New skill 

58 Let them come to me 

59 Past life (The taste of survival) ch59 

60 Past life (Brother's broken promise) 

61 Past life (Too late) ch61 

62 Again.... 

63 That should be me... 

64 Mysterious letter... 

65 Burn fate... 

66 Obedience... 

67 It was never about me 

68 flashback (The one they buried alive) 

69 I won't walk away this time 

70 The price of silence 

71 Past life (last visit) 

72 Past life (The confrontation) 

73 Past life (achirve of silence) 

74 Past life (vengeance) 

75 Past life (Vantae's voice) 

76 Past life (you can't rule) 

77 Past life (The choices I made) 

78 Past life (The weight that crushed the king 

79 If you ask me to walk away 

80 Severing chains 

81 No memories to hold 

82 The man who never came 

83 What loyalty means 

84 Ashes between brothers 

85 Past life (The brother who never came) 

86 Author note(past Jungkook ) 

87 Please, stay with me 

88 The night he stayed 

89 Someone to be forgiven? 

90 The place he belongs 

91 Always submissive 

92 Past life (the end of Kim) 

93 Past life (he was silenced) 

94 Past life (what have I done...?) 

95 End the wars 

96 Unreachable wound 

97 moment of vulnerability 

98 Unresolved issues 

99 Whispers from the shadow 

100 The roots that bind 

101 Traces 

102 The letters 

103 It's not how you think 

104 Past life (healer Jung exile life) 

105 Not as a consort 

106 This will do 

107 Jungkook before the court 

108 Him against the world 

109 No one can replace him 

110 I need to meet him 

111 Survival 

112 Bogum 

113 Storms in Court 

114 fight in shadows 

115 Shadows at the inn 

116 Why now? 

117 Marriage announcement 

118 Not allow again 

119 The wedding that never happened 

120 into my world 

121 My Omega 

122 Arrest 

123 The weight of judgment 

124 A peaceful night 

125 Just for you... 

126 Moment between us 

127 Until death becomes your wish 

128 Shadows of silence 

129 Wound reopening 

130 Sunflowers and jealous 

131 Cherish him 

132 I'm not ready 

133 Chains of hatred 

134 The last embrace 

135 I don't regret 

136 The letter left behind 

137 The king's rage 

138 Cracks in the Kim house 

139 An eye for an eye 

140 a prayer for what is mine 

141 The forgotten village 

142 Past life (nothing will change 

143 The king's possessiveness 

144 The king's shadow over the capital 

145 The throne or him 

146 Whispers 

147 The weight of life 

148 What grows in silence 

149 The one that got away 

150 To my child 

151 The unspoken grief 

152 Lies to survive 

153 Memorial chamber 

154 The shackled truth 

155 Lies and shadows 

156 Mother's heart 

157 The forgotten road to Arvan 

158 The confession 

159 Taehyung's lessons in Arvan 

160 Crossroads of Arvan 

161 The garden of fragile dreams 

162 The arrival of danger 

163 By the river 

164 By the river 2 

165 Closer but can't reach you 

166 Lost forever 

167 Familiar faces 

168 Taehyung's confrontation 

169 Reunion in Arvan 

170 Rivers of regret 

171 Shadows in the night 

172 A letter to himself 

173 A life for two 

174 No more cries of sorrow 

175 New life begins 

176 Jin ho means strong and brave 

177 The offer he refused 

178 Not for love but peace 

179 Forgiveness doesn't erase the past 

180 Farewell hug ( Jungkook POV) 

181 Tae's POV 

182 I am a human 

183 A/N (Shattered trust) 

184 The weight of forgiveness 

185 Mother's tears 

186 Lord Kim's regret 

187 One year later 

188 lantern festival 

189 I also wants to be happy 

190 Whisper of confession 

191 The letter of distance 

192 Apart but connected 

193 Freedom and quiet strength 

194 The weight of freedom 

195 Final chapter ( not my fairytale) 

196 Story themes 

197 Epilogue 1: The last light in Arvan 

198 Epilogue 2: beyond the rivers 

199 Epilogue 3: in the heart 

200 Epilogue 4: The temple and the promise 

201 Epilogue 5: Good father 

202 Last epilogue: The One who taught me love 

203 The end: story summary 