her past:2 the truth

I walk closer the the big door, I push it and the sound like creepy were heard in the intire house.

~~crrreeeaaak ------

I look around but there's no one around, I step forward and saw a sticky note on the desk.

- upstair in last room-

there's only four words and nothing else, I don't feel so good about this it's like a haunted house. I walk back and closes the door that make another noise again, I look around as if something will wake up because of noise and that is a demon.

I walk upstairs cautiously, look up and down. I feel that the way I act is like a thief, but Im really afraid and angry at the same time.

finally I got in the last room, I push it but saw nothing but a dark room.

when Im ready to switch the light on the husky voice rang on my ear.

"don't turn the light on. "

he said that make me stupefied, I feel nervous that the sweat on my forehead run down to my face.

the door suddenly close and I can feel the big hand on my waist.

"why din't you choose me? "

he whispered and begone to kiss my neck, on that night I lost my first time to the stranger, I woke up that no one around but a sticky note with mobile number.

I cried and cried when I realized what happened last night. I accept that I injoy it, but I just can't think that I'm so dirty. I walk to the bath room and take a bath, I got a shower and scrub hard my body but the kiss mark din't disappear.

hour later I got home but before I can enter I heard some voice inside the house.

"Mr. meng, you really have a guts huh! you just killed her father but still make money using her body, hahaha when will you divorce her? "

the man said inside the house, I don't know what are they talking about but there's some feeling that want me to listen to their discussion. maybe I'm just curious.

"Tsk! that slut! she's a model of course there's no way that she is still a ******, how could I make my self sex with her! so disgusting. Oww thanks to our bet and I won, so how about bet again,?"

LU meng replied, when I heard it my heart feel ache but I still want to hear more.

"bet what? that she will go meet that Mr. fu again to have a sex? hahha of course she will four years that she didn't taste a d**k I'm sure it's make her crazy. by the way how is Da lian? I heard she was pregnant? "

the man comment and ask. who's Da Lian? I ask it my self.

"yeah she's pregnant, she was living with my mother in the main house now. I was planning that I think after a month I will divorce that slut and marry Da Lian. "

when I heard it the tears fall from my eyes. so they were talking about my father, me and the bet?

I run to the coffee shop not far away and cried and cried.

time past without knowing and my phone rang suddenly, I read the name 'hubby ' and again my tears fall down.

I cleared my throat and answer it.

"did you do will? where are you now? isn't it feel good? I'm sorry I'm not capable to do that to you. but I'm not angry if you find him again and--"

huh! such a good husband, I don't want to hear some words from him do cut him and said.

"let's get divorce "

he want to divorce me? that case he can shame me to his family? don't worry I do it now for you.

"what did you say? "

I can feel from his voice that he din't expect it and ask it.

"let's get divorce "

I just repeat what I said. but he replied instantly.

"go home now! "

he said angrily and hung up the phone.

I stand weakly and walk to the house, when I entered LU meng held my arms tightly and slam me to the couch.

"just because you taste the thing that four years you don't have. you want to divorce me as soon as you finish to satified yourself? you slut! "

he yelled and slap me. I was stunned of what he did, I din't expect that he can lay his hand to me. I cried and yelled at him.

"slut? din't you the one who push me to that strange man? who push me? who lied to me? who killed my father? ME? All this years I always thought that I owe you a big one! but damn! you called me slut? who do you think you are? you don't even know that all along this past few years Im still a ****** but call me slut? how dare you! let's get divorce or else I go to the police station now! "

I scold him while my tears are falling from my eyes.

"you are ******?..... "

he said, but not long after he said the something that I couldn't accept.

"what ever! yes I killed your father because he heard about the betting with my friends, so I really should keep him silent. even if you go to police station I don't care, who will believe you anyway? just slap the money on their face they already can do what the honest can't do and I lied to you so what? Da Lian is different from you! as for I push you to someone because there's a billion in your body.! hahaha "

he crazily laugh and I cried when I heard it. so he din't even diny it. I'm so stupid! I'm idiot! father I'm sorry.

"divorce? dream on! "

he said and slam the door, I feel dirty on my body! I feel ashame! I cried so loud.

hour past and I walk weakly on the street sobbing, and talking to my self. "it's all my fault "

I said it again and again that people around mistaken me as a crazy. suddenly someone shout but I din't give attention to it.

cause of a blurry vision I didn't see a truck coming to me, just then I realized what happened. all pain I feel it all mental and physical, my last tears fall down from my eyes and I said.

"in my next life all I want is revenge, you LU family just wait!"

I whispered but before I could close my eyes I see some one hugging me.

"why didn't you choose me? now---"

that's only I heard before I lost my conscious. I feel regret, I feel angry, I feel sad, but when I heard this voice I smile painfully.

(that is only a past memories)

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