cursed love

Depth of dark sky speaks louder when you can't express yourself…pouring of rain droplets screams in head when your thoughts are tangled together…feels like wind is running faster when you have nothing but thoughts left but is it worth waiting for rainbow in night sky? Is it worth searching for your star on a bright day? Is it worth starving for love in drought? Is it worth carving on flower and bleed? Is it worth making gentle flower bleed? Is it even worth bleeding for in the first place? When it was not even yours to bleed for? Is it worth biting onto when it was not made for it? Creating it was your choice destructing it is your need to heal would you like to bleed and dry in vain or heal and bloom flower field…

***Black rose***

Is living known for its grievance? Or is it known for its joy and laughter? Is it vital to fight grievance and sorrow and win joy and laughter In order to live..the beauty of sorrow builds a happy we.. grievance brings out the strongest of us.. then where did they go wrong to be an enemy of ours..things go wrong to bring out the best.. has to go through the hardship to get the beauty of life.. even to pick a rose we have to go through all those thorns.. that's what make it special to have doesn't it.. every beauty has thorns that may make u bleed.. all u have to do is be careful in ur way and go through all those thorns to pluck that beautiful flower.. and bloom ur life to the fullest..

***Desperation of affection***

Being craving to be with someone that means the world to you… Starving to feel all those emotions again and wanting to just do things right and hold onto them tightly and not lose it this time…wanting to live once again…but not temporarily… Wanting to have all the things with no possibility of losing it… Quenching the thrust to be me all over again…looking for that touch of affection where it's not meant to be…craving to have someone whom I can call mine without fear of loss…whom I can hold in my arms so close that I can hear their heartbeat getting fast…

***I feel so Highschool***

Sharing awfully surreal moments with the ppl I met at a most unexpected place known to be the most beautiful place when it comes to finding ppl that will become your beautiful memories…never thought I was deserving of finding that but the way I am stuck with them and the way I am entangled with them is crazy to even think about a life without them…don't know what future holds, but it'll be for the best I suppose…memories of them with me that I behold is beautifully surreal to think about having it…the thought of losing them and their presence in general scares the lonely soul… Knowing that there would be no one in universe to give me all the love and affection that they gave so easily without hesitating… Loving me even after seeing all my flaws… Admiring even after looking at my ugliest…staying even at my worse… What can be more beautiful than this?

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