Feelings, secrets, and memories

Why do people expect life to be a perfect movie? Guess what it's not. People thinking life is their dream and want to control what people think. Why do they do it I don’t know?

Life is full of pain, heartbreak, abuse, death, suicide, murder, and much more.

It has its perks to like happiness, love, going to a beach with your family, spending time with people you care about, going to a coffee shop with your best friend.

Why are people really happy? Think about it. It takes more muscles to smile than to frown. I’ll put you in a setting with a 13-year-old girl her family hates her. She has no friends. She has a horrible life, but she believes that she will find happiness. Her happiness will not come easy. She became very avaricious. Getting lots of money. If she had Known What'd she had gotten herself into. Not long after she had become very greedy. Only wanting to buy things just to buy it. To spend money just to spend it. Having electronics just to play on it. Her life was no good, she was in pain.

What is real happiness? Is it even real? When we do feel it? How?

Who was the first person to feel happy? Who was the first person to feel pain, and why?

I know it sounds depressing but it’s not supposed to be. It is sad to see people pushing people away. I think they’re scared to have real help, real friends. Scared to face them, scared to get hurt.

“Sleep on it” they say meaning to think about a decision till the next day, so they have more time to think about it. Decisions why do we make them. if they stress us out why do we even have to make a decision? We make it because it’s life, just life. It is just my only answer. For example to buy a trailer or a house, A pack of gum or mints. We make a lot of decisions a day. Like I said its life.

Living in fear of truth and pain. knowing that a secret was kept from you.

A kind of secret that can ruin your way of thinking. Why do we even keep these secrets? Is it because if told the individual who told you would lose all trust in you. Or you could ruin a relationship you worked so hard to make. We keep these secrets because we are simply scared. Scared of what the other person would do. Scared of what pain and hurt it would cause. Scared of the pain that would soon come. But why would such a secret cause so much pain, what would that secret be? Were would the secret come from?

Looking back at memories we usually think back and look at good memories, but we have bad memories as well the kind that gives you nightmares the kind that scares you at night. The kind that haunts you were ever you go. Childhood memories there good happy well most of them are. Like a memory where you remember a dangerous time. A horrible memory.

A letter so sentimental so sad. How can a letter have these emotions? Why would it make us humankind sad? The letter had no intention of sadness just a joyful “How are you doing?” Maybe it’s just being called a friend or knowing someone cares. Why would a letter of all things a letter.

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