I remember the time when I chased Austin Warner.The fact is that when I first saw him at the age of 7.I fell in love with him in first sight.I "almost" proposed to him.Don't forget.I mentioned "Almost".
That didn't went well.Cause I gave him my favourite chocolate.He looked at me and trust it was the most awkward thing.
11 years ago
Me:I-um...it's a thank you gift for taking me in as your sister.
Austin:....I never agreed to be your brother...stop being delusional.
Those words hurt more than someone stabbing me with a knife and twisting it.
Me:I am sorry....for that.
I almost cried.He didn't even looked at me.
Austin: Don't come near me.I hate people when they try to get close to me for advantages.
Me:b-b-but i don't
And that was the last straw.I couldn't breath properly.I felt like I was dying by the pain in my heart.It was too much for a 7 year old to take.
At present
It did hurt a lot then..But I kept my distance.Since then I never talked to him or never came near him.
I focused on better things like reading books, spending times with Arianna and Mrs.Emma.
We all got along pretty well.But my eyes still looked and searched for one person who was beyond the distance where my eyes could reach.He was not reachable for my eyes just like he is not reachable for me.
But a piece of my heart always searched for him even if it was pointless.it always screamed"chase him"
I eventually got used to his ignorance so I let that slide and focused on better things.
Until....
Arianna:gurllllllllllll you wouldn't believe what I just saw!!!
Me:how can I tell if it is believable or not unless you tell me.
I said as I took some books from the locker of my college.
Arianna:come with me.
She held my wrist and dragged me towards the noticeboard.
Arianna:look
She pointed her finger at the paper of the annoucement for the senior graduation party.
There is no way I am asking a random guy for the dance cause I don't trust boys.Also I have a high standards.... surprisingly Austin has it all.
Screw him I need to think of someone fast.
Arianna:how about my brotherI am sure he would agree
Me:As if.He would never agree.Besides there are tons of other guys.
Arianna:But they aren't him.
She was right.
Arianna:oh come on I am sure he would agreebesides you are the one for him
I almost blushed.
Me:oh shut up.
Arianna: someone is blushing~~
Me:Am not!
Arianna:Am yes!
Me:no
Arianna:yes
I sighed.
Arianna: don't worry he would yes trust me and even if he doesn't I have your back girl.
Me:I think i can give it a try.Worth a shot.
She is the sister I could ask for.She may not be my biological sister...But she is still my sister.She was really popular in school and very very open minded.Every year there are serial of boy's asking her out...while I just a nerd with baggy clothes and glasses.
We went near the senior class.And we asked for Austin.As he came out of his class.I couldn't get my eyes off of him... Gorgeous as ever.... Whatever crush I wanted to get rid of came back in the speed of lightning.
He stood straight and tall.Towering over me.
Speak up Lilith!!You practiced!
Me:I-i was w-wondering...that if maybe....
Austin looked at me sharp and cold.
Which made me even more nervous
..
Austin:Say it quick.
His words were harsh and cold.
Don't cry... don't back up...Arianna is waiting for you outside!!I can't give up.
I took a deep breath and looked into his eyes.
Me:I was wondering if you would...be my partner in the graduation party i know you have a lot in your shoulders But I would appreciate it...
It was silence.
Austin:I am busy....find yourself someone else to deal with it.
His eyes were cold..What did I expect
Ofc he is Austin Warner....he would never agree to go with me at the graduation party with me.
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