The doctor said they would be able to get the drugs out of my system, but then she asked,” how did you get drugged” when I thought about the answer to that question my eyes filled with tears. My mom took a look at my face and said ,” it must be a sad topic.”
When we got home I went straight to my room and didn’t come out, I was scared mom would ask about what happened. Once I got in my room I took the covers of the bed and examined it. Nothing looked out of the ordinary. I sat there for a while and thought, We had been such good friends, we were playing tag then went to get a snack the stupid snack I was hungry enough to forget to close the door. Jj if you didn’t it the snack... the snack.
After I thought about the situation I flopped onto the bed. I had a headache from trying to process what happened. I looked in the mirror and decided to grow my hair. I don’t know why but all of a sudden I was seeing all my flaws, and wanted to fix them.
Five months later and I haven’t seen Rick and I have to go back to school, but I changed a lot. I used to be unsocial but now I actually like talking to people but it’s scary to get close to boys now. But every time I get nervous to befriend the opposite gender because of Rick I punch myself. Everybody’s different.
I take a picture ready to go to school
When I get there a lot people ask me what my name is and I say “ it’s me jj we have been in the same clas for two years” they would look at me shocked. I would smile. Apparently I was the latest gossip but to be honest all I did was grow my hair change my glasses and wear a smile. I liked my change I won’t be depressed. I will try my hardest to change my ways and make real friends that I can depend on.
My fist class is P.E I know that I’m not shut off anymore but wearing the p.e uniform is still embarrassing. I saw a girl in the room standing right in front of me becaue I was the last person changing and some boys were peeking into the changing rooms. At first I was confused then I realized she was shielding me I smiled at her she smiled back. Another girl went up to the boys and yelled,” What are you doing in here this is the girls changing room so leave!!” After she shooed away the boys she came to me and asked if I was okay I said yes and that was the start of a beautiful friendship. During p.e today we played dodgeball those two girls ( Alice and Mac) teamed up with me I’ve always been the best at sports so it was no surprise when my team came in sport.
While we were playing and I caught the ball it reminded me of when I played with Rick I almost started getting said but I stopped myself because,
I’m different now
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